Scooter

For those who think I'm dead... Not yet. Anyway, HAPPY PRIDE MONTH ️‍ k so 
          
          1.here's a lot of bullshit going on in my life and I have writers block on secrets sooooooo... I'm writing a new book that basically have books in it, each chapter is a book and not like a part for the same book, it's not exactly short stories so writing them takes time and idk if I wanna publish it, I have two shitty short-ish stories completed on there so uhh what would ya'll think?
          
          2.I'm thinking of coming out to my family, only my sister and my best cousin knows about my sexuality, I wanna come out on my birthday but I don't know how. Should I have it said on a cake? Put a letter under the cake and they'll find it after eating it? A song idk where I'll find? Or like put a flash drive with a letter under the cake then on the letter saying "on the flash drive" then a video of me saying my sexuality or just a photo saying it? Otherwise I could sit on a chair and just be like "... I'm lesbian" ‍♀️ and like take a walk around the block... I could also go for a walk and let my sister tell them while I'm gone... Tbh idk my brain has just been too occupied with this to start thinking these random stuff.
          
          3. Hope you had a nice day/night and have a good day/night, take care and stay safe. 

Thank you, I really appreciate it, this little talk made me feel a bit better. Love you too 

Btw happy early/belated/on time valentine's day!!! 

@twerkkkforme heyy sorry I've been gone for so long, that was seriously not planned but now that I'm 79% physically better except for my iron tho but anyway, I'm a bit mentally better and a bit happy but it's still beneath 50%, things have been weird and sad lately. Weird, because I got a gf last month but she hasn't talked to me today which is valentines day so that's a huge bummer. Sad, because my first dog passed away 1 year ago on the 30th January which was 14 days ago, her death hit me really hard so I've been really down around that time but I'm definitely planning in on coming back soon

Yeah ik, school have also been keeping me busy and it's been a lot of pressure but I still go through it

@twerkkkforme aww, well I am still alive and going on, I missed you too, how are you doing?

Hey you all, I'm sorry but I think I'm rather going to take a few weeks off to try and get things back to at least half normal then I'll be back and posting, me and my best cousin are going through something together and no we did not get into a fight, it's something much different like depression and sh etc but we're working on it ok. 
          
          Don't you all do anything stupid alright. 
          
          See you in a few weeks. 
          
          Stay safe and take care. 
          
          I love you all. 

SOMEONE PLEASE MF DAMN KILL ME!!!
          
          A few months ago, I decided to message Billie on Snapchat but I just forgot about it but when I scrolled down my contact list on Snap... Omfg. She opened it and it's kinda embarrassing because I typed "hey Bil" but my mf auto correct said "hey dad" and I didn't even realize it until after I sent it, I freaked out after that and just started typing things until I completely freaked throwing my phone and just ignoring Bil's name til I forgot about it, she didn't reply tho but still... FUCKING KILL MEEEE!!!!!
          
          (realizing rn that I could have fucking deleted it (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞   )
          
          Dear whoever please fuck me ´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ 

Ok so I went to a museum once and no one was allowed to take photos there but I decided to take one without anyone knowing, I looked at the photo and saw a figure standing by a door looking straight at me. The tour to look around inside the building started and as we were walking through the mansion, I saw someone in a window but when we continued the tour in the room where I saw the person. I didn't see anyone there so I just decided to keep quiet and enjoy myself further, the tour guide did say that there was ghosts there so yeah.
          
          No a other story. My grandfather died right after Christmas almost three years ago but it didn't hit me hard because me and my grandfather hated each other because he abused my dog and all I wanted to do was stand up for her one day which lead to him almost punching me but anyway, I was home alone one day after he died and I was listening to music while looking after my dog. I was standing in front of the couch because I wanted to sit down but my dog shot her head up into my direction which confused me, her back hair was standing up and she was growling at me so I looked behind me only to make sure that no one got into the house but instead of seeing a person. I saw a figure disappearing but I did see the face which made me realize that it was my grandfather, I also actually see him so now and then 

Check these 2 out, I don't know if they're real or not 
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