I hate that I hum along to your voice
Sing your stupid little songs
The fake vows you preach
Every smile that reaches you is so undeserved
If only they knew the man you were
If only they knew you are only pretending
If only they knew that I feel dirty and disgusting
If only they knew that I was only fifteen
why did i let you
im so gross
im disgusting im disgusting im disgusting im disgusting im disgusting im disgustingim disgusting im disgusting im disgustingim disgusting im disgusting im disgustingim disgusting im disgusting im disgustingim disgusting im disgusting im disgustingim disgusting im disgusting im disgustingim disgusting im disgusting im disgustingim disgusting im disgusting im disgustingim disgusting im disgusting im disgustingim disgusting im disgusting im disgustingim disgusting im disgusting im disgusting
@talkinaboutyou you didnt just hold it against the system you held it against the traumatized 15 year old child who wanted to feel like he belonged somewhere where others latched onto him