J-D

hi so its between i was a 15 year old kid messing shit up like normal or i was going through psychosis or psychosis adjacent symptoms as you all tried to convince me i was da kurlzz in the flesh and more real than he possibly could be

Vincent is gone. Vincent is no more.
          
          But at what cost?
          
          He brought forth so much devastation. What for?
          
          Money that he never got? The nudes he received from minors? What, to leave an impression?
          
          To prove to himself that he can puppeteer "celebrities" and deceive the gullible with them?
          
          Am I supposed to stop here? Did the witch "sense" that I had many words planned, and he just left right when I was about to say them?
          
          Is it that he feels the guilt beneath the facade?
          
          I don't know.
          
          And I don't want to say I'll never know. Because I will enlighten myself.
          
          That's the resolution.
          
          The knowledge is pain. And it's bearing the truth that aches.
          
          But would I rather be an ignorant fool once more?
          
          No. This is where resilience is born.
          
          And Wrath where it belongs.

he made a fucking song he made a fucking song dude thats fucking deranged im gonna kill him idgaf what happens to me

who gives a shit if i almost die who gives a shit if i split like 5 different times
          doesnt matter im not vincent
          im insignificant

I SHOULD HAVE ENDED YOU WHEN I HAD THE CHANCE

youre younger than my daughter

i cant tell a soul

I hate that I hum along to your voice
          Sing your stupid little songs
          The fake vows you preach
          Every smile that reaches you is so undeserved
          If only they knew the man you were
          If only they knew you are only pretending
          If only they knew that I feel dirty and disgusting
          If only they knew that I was only fifteen
          why did i let you
          im so gross

no one is going to believe that my heroes groomed me.

... How can they all go on so normally. So close to me. As if they didn't ruin me.
          I either want my friends back or I wish to see them suffer.