An update on my meditation:
I was very conflicted today. Beyond conflicted. But, when I did my first meditation, I felt way more relaxed, but something still felt off.
After another round of meditation and failing, then journeying to the third, I finally saw my spirit guide.
People are often confused about this. But your guide does not have to look like anyone special at all!
My guide, came to me in the form of a blob, shaped somewhat like a human, with a dusted body of stars. Almost like an angelic being. I still dont know the gender of my guide, which is okay! Its okay to not know! And I still dont know it's name.
In conclusion, what I meant to say was, all I needed was a good embrace. And when my guide embraced me, I almost cried. And I instantly felt better.
I feel like I have some of the closure I needed and I juat wanna say, it gets better guys. And sometimes, all you need is a good hug!
If you have any questions about spirit guides, I'm active for at least half an hour, so feel free to ask in the comments!
Love you,
~ tori♔︎