taruthe

i unpublished my story cs it's embarrassing 

taruthe

@taruthe maybe it's because it's been 2 years since i updated it ? idk 
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itsgivingdazai

@taruthe i dont even remember the name of your story but what?  
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taruthe

sorry not sorry 
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lifeisready

@taruthe Hello! I have been off Wattpad and now I am back so, I remembered you (⁠^⁠∇⁠^⁠)⁠ノ⁠♪
          
          Happy New Year! How have you been?

lifeisready

I am sooo sorry! I had exams and everything. I just saw the message (⁠*⁠﹏⁠*⁠;⁠)
            
            Ohhh. I see. Well, it's all good then. You can enjoy 11th grade. I hope it is good not like mine. 
            (You did, haha.)
            
            Aww. Cute.
            (Really? I think I am almost the exact same irl lol)
            
            So true! Suddenly you see the world and it looks so bland or more like disappointing kind of though there's still many good stuff.
            
            Ooh~ Do I finally sound like a mature person? Great! I accomplished the unachievable~~ Idk about war, I am just weird XD
            
            Oh yeah it happens! I know the feeling. But I let it be in my case because meh, I know it's pretty bad and messed up and I would still regret deleting it because I am the sentimental kind of person so eh, whatever.
            
            YOU HAVE REAS IT WHOLEEEEE?!?!! IKRRRR I HAVE CRIED AND LAUGHED SO MUCH AND GOD! IT'S SOOOO GOOD!
            
            Yeah, it's like we two together are make the CP lol. I only know 1 other ORV fanatic irl. I recommend people but ofc they will listen when they want to and I can't blame them cause I am the same haha.
            
            Aside from this, how have you been? Feeling as amazing as you are? (⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)
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taruthe

@lifeisready LMAO THERE WAS AN ANNOUNCEMENT IN MY COUNTRY THAT SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL WAS GOING TO BE REMOVED and so at that time nxt yr I was supposed to be in college BUT I MISUNDERSTOOD THE NEWS AND IT WAS ACTUALLY GOING TO BE IMPLEMENTED BY 2027 and so yeah rn I'm in my 11th grade I was very dramatic back then (ME TOO I FORGOT I USED TO CALL YOU SHIN-CHAM AND CHAMMY)
            
            STOP YOU'RE MAKING ME FLUSTERED 0////0 and fr it's difficult to find someone with the same enthusiasm as me in texts (im not like this irl lol)
            
            tbh I think the same I daydream less now it's like I'm really becoming an adult and the world feels a lot less magical idk LMAO although I think youre still the same just more like an adult I think ? IT'S LIKE YOU'VE ALREADY EXPERIENCED WAR IN LIFE HELP
            SAME I USED TO ARGUE EVERYDAY WITH STRANGERS IN SOME RANDOM COMMENT SECTION i kind of miss it and being stressed by my book because I didn't like the fact a lot was reading it and alot of expectations were being placed on it I was quite childish then SHJSHSHDHDHSH I KIND OF WANT TO WRITE AGAIN maybe not orv but still 
            
            OMGGDGDGDGDGDGSGSGGG YESSSSSESSSSSSSSSSS IT'S SO GOOD RIGHTTTTTTTTTT YOU SHOULD READ TILL THE END IT'S A JOURNEY FR I'VE CRIED A LOT WHILE READING IT AND LAUGHED A LOT TOO it's just I miss reading it for the first time too hehehe YOUR PFP IS SO NICEEEE I MISS YJH AND IT'S LIKE WE'RE A COUPLE HEHE WE NEED A HSY ONE TOO DO YOU HAVE OTHER FRIENDS WHO'VE READ ORV ??
            
            
            
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lifeisready

@taruthe You are in high school? What grade? I remember you being stressed about college stuff (nope, I don't remember, I had to reread our messages to remember sorry lol)
            
            And nope, you weren't uninteresting and anything like rather I enjoyed so much having someone to text me lomg long looooong messages that I could read and feel giddy about and they way you matched the enthusiasm and energy like daaamn!
            
            Lol nope, we haven't changed much I think but I do think you have matured a lot and feel a bit more calm and collected. Idk how I know though lol
            ME TOOO! I didn't open wattpad for like so long  and then suddenly I did and now, I feel like what the heck I was doing? But also that it was so much fun!
            I miss yapping and everything.
            
            Oh, you do read it. Well, let me tell you something I am proud of. I have read ORV the novel! But I am in the middle of it. Like I can't help but cry whenever I open that book and it's like really long and I just love it soooo much! And I got my current pfp from there lol
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taruthe

i unpublished my story cs it's embarrassing 

taruthe

@taruthe maybe it's because it's been 2 years since i updated it ? idk 
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itsgivingdazai

@taruthe i dont even remember the name of your story but what?  
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taruthe

sorry not sorry 
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Mid-tween

Hey sorrlina
          Back from boarding school 

Mid-tween

@taruthe well send me you whatsapp number
            We are olllld
            Im turning 16 im march
            Hbu
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taruthe

@Mid-tween I DO BUT HOW DO I USE IT
            IM IN MY 11TH GRADE WE'RE SO OLD NOW TT
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Mid-tween

@Mid-tween 
            Yeppppp
            Hii
            Its been so looong
            Do you have whatsapp
            Any im now in twelfth gradeeeee
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taruthe

i hate this

taruthe

i'm always on the receiving end
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taruthe

get the hint bruh
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taruthe

i can't force myself to have the energy to talk to you all the time
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taruthe

nah cs the story i made? i'll never be able to replicate or continue it.
          
          i made it in my lowest— emotionally, mentally and physically.
          
          and well, there are a lot of mistakes in it (i used to be proud of it.)
          
          ALSO I WAS A HUGE CHUNNIBYOUKSHSKWHKDJWKSHSK
          
          i used to think kim namwoon was super cool THAT'S WHY I LET HIM LIVE!!?!?!!!!?!??
          
          and i forgot everything i planned, i only remember what happens in the end and i used to think it was the biggest plotwist in the history of writing.. spoiler: it's so basic i don't know why i thought so.
          
          that's why, don't even hope i will update it cs i will not. 
          
          i can make a new orv fanfic, if y'all want but i've changed ALOT and i dont know what to write heh :D
          

taruthe

ALSO THE TITLE IS SUCH A CLICKBAIT BRUH i was trying to copy those novels with long titles XD
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taruthe

HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAmy face is turning red from studying too much 

Coffeeporse67

@XGP-Alter it happens quite honestly tbh, especially in fandoms
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taruthe

@XGP-Alter i see that guy in every orv fanfic too
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Teilra-Ainz

…I’m not even trying to track you down across all accounts you’ve been on, I promise Coffee/this is a coincidence-
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taruthe

Ughhh, it's so tempting to just go and rant to ms. I'm so tired of my parents that doesnt even care abt me, i waited for them because I couldn't walk to go to the kitchen but because of stupid they are, my anger led me to walk into the kitchen. Literally the worst because right after, i started getting really severe cramps, i can never stand again. 

taruthe

@Coffeeporse67 aaa i hate life, emphasizing how sufferable it is
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Coffeeporse67

One time I lost my voice becuz I was sick and my mom kept asking me, “what do you think?” without turning her head (because I was nodding furiously). It might have slipped her mind at the time that I had lost my voice, becuz I was forced to speak in this raspy tone and it made my throat hurt even more. Ah, life.
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taruthe

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taruthe

@taruthe u're the worst
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taruthe

@taruthe i hate you the most
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taruthe

@taruthe i hate myself for ever trusting you
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