taruthe

i unpublished my story cs it's embarrassing 

taruthe

@taruthe maybe it's because it's been 2 years since i updated it ? idk 
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itsgivingdazai

@taruthe i dont even remember the name of your story but what?  
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taruthe

sorry not sorry 
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taruthe

i unpublished my story cs it's embarrassing 

taruthe

@taruthe maybe it's because it's been 2 years since i updated it ? idk 
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itsgivingdazai

@taruthe i dont even remember the name of your story but what?  
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taruthe

sorry not sorry 
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taruthe

i hate this

taruthe

i'm always on the receiving end
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taruthe

get the hint bruh
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taruthe

i can't force myself to have the energy to talk to you all the time
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taruthe

nah cs the story i made? i'll never be able to replicate or continue it.
          
          i made it in my lowest— emotionally, mentally and physically.
          
          and well, there are a lot of mistakes in it (i used to be proud of it.)
          
          ALSO I WAS A HUGE CHUNNIBYOUKSHSKWHKDJWKSHSK
          
          i used to think kim namwoon was super cool THAT'S WHY I LET HIM LIVE!!?!?!!!!?!??
          
          and i forgot everything i planned, i only remember what happens in the end and i used to think it was the biggest plotwist in the history of writing.. spoiler: it's so basic i don't know why i thought so.
          
          that's why, don't even hope i will update it cs i will not. 
          
          i can make a new orv fanfic, if y'all want but i've changed ALOT and i dont know what to write heh :D
          

taruthe

ALSO THE TITLE IS SUCH A CLICKBAIT BRUH i was trying to copy those novels with long titles XD
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taruthe

HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAmy face is turning red from studying too much 

Coffeeporse67

@XGP-Alter it happens quite honestly tbh, especially in fandoms
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taruthe

@XGP-Alter i see that guy in every orv fanfic too
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Teilra-Ainz

…I’m not even trying to track you down across all accounts you’ve been on, I promise Coffee/this is a coincidence-
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taruthe

Ughhh, it's so tempting to just go and rant to ms. I'm so tired of my parents that doesnt even care abt me, i waited for them because I couldn't walk to go to the kitchen but because of stupid they are, my anger led me to walk into the kitchen. Literally the worst because right after, i started getting really severe cramps, i can never stand again. 

taruthe

@Coffeeporse67 aaa i hate life, emphasizing how sufferable it is
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Coffeeporse67

One time I lost my voice becuz I was sick and my mom kept asking me, “what do you think?” without turning her head (because I was nodding furiously). It might have slipped her mind at the time that I had lost my voice, becuz I was forced to speak in this raspy tone and it made my throat hurt even more. Ah, life.
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taruthe

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FUCK VUFKCYOUVUFKCYOUFUCKUIUIAUWIWUSKSUWO  I AHTEYOUSOMUECUHDKWHSKSHAK IHATEUKYEIAJHTEYAOUSWIHAYEJQOYOWUWYOITETYWJEWORSTYOURETHEEOWRSTWFATHEREVER!!!!]¢[£}¢°}~°¢}¢=¢[¢ IGATEUOUSICMUCH YOURETHESWOSRTA i hate you

taruthe

@taruthe u're the worst
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taruthe

@taruthe i hate you the most
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taruthe

@taruthe i hate myself for ever trusting you
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taruthe

I had neglected to carry my water bottle, which was a bad portent. A minor error had started a string of bad luck that I would now perpetually remember as from now on I'm traumatized, and it would last till tomorrow as a result of the errors I had made which just makes everything already worse.
          
          
          
          
          
          EYYYYYY, probably the most tiring and unlucky day ever sighhh

lifeisready

@taruthe *Reply to the last message from you*
            
            Lol I mixed up the previous ones so I am being specific now XD
            
            Yup yup. I see you are frustrated and stressed. Others are too that's why they are trying to distract themselves with games and since you don't share the same hobby, you feel left out. 
            
            I don't think they are particularly bored (It may be but not necessarily) They might get reminded of their own stress so they want to just ignore it, you know?
            
            Try to just chat casually and let off some steam rather than keep discussing it with your friends when you talk. Since you are going to mope about it afterwards anyway. No other solution sadly. Just try to chill when you can ¯⁠\⁠_⁠༼⁠ ⁠ಥ⁠ ⁠‿⁠ ⁠ಥ⁠ ⁠༽⁠_⁠/⁠¯
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lifeisready

Oh and congrats on understanding your Maths lessons!!! I can feel the happiness bro. I would be so happy if I can understand all the concepts now. I used to get all of it so easily as a child. What happened to me... ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ
            
            What are you studying in Maths btw? ⊙⁠.⁠☉
            
            You write journals? Wow. I only write when my head is a mess. Do you maintain it daily? That's so cool~~ 
            
            When I was a kid, I always wanted someone to read my journal like a movie that I saw but now I don't want anyone to know what's in my head but then when I don't care even if someone reads or not, I get lazy to write. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?! 
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lifeisready

@taruthe Well, I cannot directly help you. You need to choose for yourself after all but you should remember that you should not pile up too much on back up.
            
            Those who took maths as a plus one went through a lot of stress because they were unable to cope up. 
            
            So even though you should have backup with minors and majors but make sure to not overload yourself.
            
            I think Nursing sounds good. Let's see what happens. Every parents need to give a little pressure btw. I, personally, would not bother at all if no one puts a little pressure on me LoL O⁠_⁠o
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