tatarmx

I’m conflicted with seeing so much pain in the world while I’m on vacation.. I feel my empathy now more than ever, which is good, because it affirms my humanity and compassion lifts the soul, bringing you closer to loving (others and yourself). But it’s terrible to see people suffering and feeling a certain desperation, while being at the beach 

tatarmx

I’m conflicted with seeing so much pain in the world while I’m on vacation.. I feel my empathy now more than ever, which is good, because it affirms my humanity and compassion lifts the soul, bringing you closer to loving (others and yourself). But it’s terrible to see people suffering and feeling a certain desperation, while being at the beach 

tatarmx

I started (and finished) “interview with the vampire” the series, and I’m obsessed and intrigued. Mainly Armand, he really has me hooked.. though Louis is ofc the one you feel with as he’s the mc and his humanity totally heartbreakingly trying to be there. 
          Totally recommend this show! I wish I could play a role in that series as well, but at the same time the cast is so intimate and interesting. I don’t watch the interviews bc it almost feels like crossing a line or sacred and I stay with the versions of them that they portrayed so emotionally. The actors did a really great job at making the characters fragile, emotional and broken by their past, making scarring mistakes. I’ve never felt so pulled into a work of fiction, still being emotionally distanced, but at the same time feeling it. 

Obscunima

@tatarmx I saw the first season, I loved it too! 
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tatarmx

I am afraid that I’m not smart enough. I feel like it’s all ppl are reaching for. 

ominousqueer

I’m sorry you feel that way. It sounds kind of imposter syndrome-ish. I hope you’re doing okay <3
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ominousqueer

To continue the baking saga: today I made double chocolate chip cookies and they turned out really well. It was my first time making them. And recently I made a blueberry cobbler with freshly picked blueberries  

ominousqueer

@tatarmx I would be happy to share :)
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tatarmx

Ooo omg, blueberry desserts are always soo good! Can I come by? Haha
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tatarmx

I’m tired, tired of studying when I’m struggling. I’m not used to struggling in a subject that I put my focus on. And I don’t feel like fighting, but I’m learning.. so I guess yay

tatarmx

@ominousqueer thxx, mwah mwah! I’m gonna try again, getting out of my study slump :)
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ominousqueer

@tatarmx oh that’s cool. Good luck with that! 
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tatarmx

@ominousqueer thanks for your support! I study law hehe 
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