You wanted the truth? Here is the truth.
I'm tired. I feel so tired and lost in this world. Everytime I try to come back to reality or try to pick myself up again, I find myself falling back down, and starting all over again. I'm not sure why I constantly find myself pushing people away, I have no idea at all. Everytime I feel myself start to feel somewhat better, I end up putting myself back into that negative mindset once again. I'm lost.