🪐 tayler 🪐

i forgave you for the sh*t you would have hated me for .

unsent txt messages: pt 3
          I want my boy back. I need my boy back. I don’t want you to be another one of my memories. You promised me you wouldn’t be. I promise I’ll try harder. I promise I’ll do better. I promise to make you happier than you’ve ever been. Just please , give me my second chance. 
          *message from ***** * 
          i don’t love you . i will NEVER love you again.
          
          And that’s when I knew , I had to say goodbye. I had to say goodbye to all the memories, all the things we said we were going to do with each other. The trips to CA , where he’s from , seeing each other , all of it. I have to let him go now .

unsent txt messages: pt. 2 
          i miss you so much. it hurts to see you happier with someone else. It hurts even more to know that she makes you happier than I ever could. But I tried. I know I was a wreck and was draining you all the time , but I truly did love you. You saved me when we first met. You were my first love and you will always have that spot in my heart. Please. Come back.

unsent txt message: pt 1 
          I know it was better for us to break up, but i still miss you. I miss you every single day. I hope that one day, you’ll miss me too. I wish I could forget you just like you did, but I feel stuck. I feel stuck living with the ghost of my first love, loving the idea of you, of us. I need to move on. I have to move on. But how do I unlove the person who made me feel at home for the first time?