@taylorswiftieslut
Hi guys, im sorry for the slow updates. Im currently trying to help my mom get resdy for thanksgiving and doing early prep for christmas bc she does tamales and pozole every year for christmas day. Also have had way too much stuff happen so yeah. Ill update sometime this week! Thank you for reading!
Wtfffffff, guys!!! 800 VOTES?! And almost 18k READS ON BY ACCIDENT?! THATS AWESOME BRO! Thank y’all so much! Lemme know your opinions and thoughts on the stories and guys dont be afraid to comment. Thank you so much for the votes, and pls share the story(ies) to your friends! Lemme know how yall like the story. Much love!
Hi, chapters are being worked on for The Archer, Her Showgirl, and Windermere Peaks! I hope you are excited for them, I’m so excited to release these first chapters! I just am trying to decide whether or not to have prologues for all of them
Honestly guys, I would do anything to have whatever being thats controlling my life rn to switch my life for my uncles. Cause honestly I dont think I can do this anymore.
@taylorswiftieslut sending huge hugs your way, please hold on, it will get better, even if it doesn't feel like it at the moment. even if it doesn't get better, the pain will fade <3
I really dont want to bother anyone but i really want to kms. I dont see the reason to be here anymore. I dont see the point in living. Ive tried to be better but I still feel like a shitty person. My therapist calls it imposter syndrome but I think thats just a term to help shitty people with their shitty guilt of hurting those they love most. I dont see the point in living anymore tbh. Like.. we’re born. We live through all this terrible shit and pain and suffering and then we die. Like, the only thing I want doesnt want me. The only thing I ever felt made me happy, is gone. And I dont want anything else. I cant have kids after a certain age. So what do I do? Hm? I dont wanna be alive anymore. Tbh. I wanna be a better person. For her. She deserves for me to be a better person but damn. I just cant see a future for myself. Im so tired.
“Because I’ve changed EVERYTHING about myself but the one thing that doesn’t change is that I love you.” - Conrad (me to her)
So instagram did me so wrong today, I thought when your blocked on Instagram the person you’re sending the dm to cannot recieve the dm. (When they do the blocking) so I thought yk what? They’ll never get it, I should write something out and send it out into the universe for my OWN sake. I looked up on google and everything. Welp. I sent it. And I noticed it said “sent just now” I thought “hm weird, lemme check again” yep it can be sent but not delivered I go ok im all in the clear.. NOPE I WAS NOT IN THE CLEAR I SHOULD HAVE ABORTED LIKE MY MOM SHOULD HAVE ABORTED ME AGHHHHHH. She texted me tho. Nothing big or special literally just something small which I was expecting, no biggie. But yea. Instagram you are a fucking whore. AND IT WAS MY FIRST TIME BACK ON IN MONTHS WTF.
Because the chiefs made me SOOOOOOOOO happy today, I decided to give yall a new chapter. Here ya go! Its also a long one bc I decided to be responsible and do all my hw before their due dates. Your welcome again. And your welcome to my professorsssss. :P.
UPDATE COMING THIS WEEK!
Stay tunedddd.
Im sorry ive been busy with homework, family problems, yk bad thoughts, but ima bring you a chapter this week, ill be sure Marlin holds me to it. Ok ok, bye bye!
rereading by accident bc i miss my babies
