Romanoff and Maximoff's Whore

Hi! New story is up, the bio of the story I’m going to change very soon it was only to fill the space for right now. Enjoy! 

As Noah wrote, I write too. 
          He for Allie, I for you. 
          I wait oh ever so patiently. 
          In hopes life will lead you back to me. 
          Deserving before I never was, but work to deserve is what I’ll be. 
          Your picture never moved once from the shelf beside my bed, a pain of regret is what it leaves, pain of the memory of you inside my head.
          I’ll build your dream and leave all in your name, as the town whispers in the trees, my love for another never remained the same as for thee. 
          A cafe and books, all for you. 
          Even if when I’m gone, my love will remain true. 
          If in my will or keys from my hand to yours. 
          I’d give you the keys to the world if you asked, I’d give you much more. 
          

Hi! I joined discord! 
          @taylorswiftieslut 
          I’m also on instagram lovelies, as the same. 

Hey! 
          I just wanted to say I really like your book! 
          I hope your doing okay and if you ever need someone to talk to, about anything, I’m happy to listen :)
          Sorry I’m not very good at this but also if you want to be friends and bond over Taylor Swift, I’d love that, just lmk! 

Im pretty sure my mom misses my ex bc she knows we’re in no contact and she asks me if ive texted her and she knows the answer. But she doesnt want to bother her by texting her so she doesnt and she told me she hopes one day I can text her. Ya ma, me too. Shes my favorite person so it kills me to know unless I lose all of my feelings for her I cant have any contact with her.. and a part of me just wants to suck it up and be like I dont have feelings for u anymore and pretend just so we can be friends and just pick up my big girl pants and lie. And shes the reason I became a swiftie so ik we can do it. But CAN I pretend to not be deeply in love with her? Probably not. So fuck. Im crying again. I really dont want to be a live. I just wish I could stop breathing, crawl into a hole and die. 

Still trying to stay alive.. its really hard for me not to yk.. set a date. But i still havent so im still trying and fighting to be here.. uhm. Im doing a summer semester in college, I think it’ll help me get to what I want to do and get my mind off of things.. hopefully. Im writing a book. Ill be updating this book (and maybe another) and im going to the gym.. yay me..

To everyone threatening me for your update, I have one thing to say to you… I respect it. But we don’t need to resort to violence.  I bruise easily. 

Workout is done, I’m heading to the laundry mat to do laundry and ill work on your update there. Stay tuned! I have a mental health charity event basketball game I’m going to with my sister in law and brother for her job, so I won’t be online much today! I see all the votes and support and comments! Thank you all so much! It makes me so joyful to see you all enjoying the book! 

Im thinking about putting a song, that you can play if u want while you read on whatever music app u got, at the beginning of every chapter. Sports Car by Tate Mcrae seems like a good choice for a chapter…

I hurt my tricep working out a few days ago, tomorrow is back and shoulders day. How tf do I get through this? Im icing it but the icing isn’t icing. Someone send help.