I would like to say that when I made this account, I was a very different person than I am today. It amazes me how so much better yet worse I've gotten at writing. Worse in the sense that I don't do it as much as I use to. I made this account 3 YEARS ago, I was only 11 at the time and had just about the worst two years of my life ahead of me. I'm a better person, not necessarily who I want to be but not someone I loathe, so I guess that's better than where I was with myself three years ago. I'm more confident in my looks and myself overall, but I lost that creative touch to read and write and draw, the belief that I could make myself something big, and be someone important to other people, and to help those people in some way, shape, or form. But I've lost that. Most of it at least. And it saddens me because with good change came bad, is that just how things are?