tazPinkY

I feel I am so stupid... I get scam in money... Pray hard nothing going to happen to my family... 

meghamylove

@tazPinkY 
          	  
          	  Hey .u just said what I feel.once I was like you.i fear what will people say about me when they know what I think.
          	  
          	  Some time I blast everything to my mom.she tells me encouraging  words.but then one day feel though she encourage  me she is sad and worried about me all the time.
          	  
          	  Then I look at my kid and something snapped in me.
          	  At this age I hav toast support for both my parents and my kids.i should not lose my self.
          	  
          	  Trust me I alone cried for so many days for people saying something or what people will think about me or anything.
          	  
          	  One day I decided I hav my own life and in future I hav family  that I hav to support.if I am this weak hoe will my kids grow strong and face this hoarse world. I hav my owns problems to deal with without anyone's help.i am trying to solve them.sometime I am weak too and need encouragement. Then I sleep more than usual and eat sweet things like sweets chocolates and some my favorites.whan I am calm I get an idea to deal my problem.
          	  
          	  Ten I started thinking myself.i do all the work for my family. In my free time.i watch korean drama.it become my obsession to me.my husband always moke me for that.byt said.one thing I am doing it on my free time like he did with his hobbies.then I started watching bl series.but when I first learn about wattpad.then started reading stories
          	  One day I decide why cant I write then there I ho started  a story.firat I am not  confident.no views no votes but still I write because I can Express my views with that.so did it.
          	  
          	  Now all my free time I think about the story and how to write.
          	  
          	  Did I said long line like jn cinemas....laugh.......
          	  
          	  What I want to say is everyone has problem and we hav to overcome it.we hav to live our own life.
          	  
          	  And one thing eat and sleep well because hungry stomach......sleepless brain .....makes you more weak.
          	  
          	  Full stomach  and good sleep brain will give you more strength and new ideas.try that.
          	  
          	  And I wont mind you say all to me because I am glad I help some one.
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tazPinkY

@meghamylove but I really sincerely want tks you whatever you are helping... and those encouraging words...  I will try to overcome it..   
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tazPinkY

@meghamylove thank you so much... I a sorry to split all my sorrow out...  it should be the way...  but I really can't face to face to people close to me...  when come to problem those close to me I shut up all my door with all the defense mode...  I don't like the feeling they provide me...  I try to divert attention to other I try...  end up I try shout here... and Gald that I have at least one of you all give me support... even though is just like tt I feel warm..   to be honest, I don't have any friends.. I will try out your method... hopefully will decrease my fear in me..   hope u won't get bored whenever my fear back and look for you... write one shot I will try...  but I will be more reading den writing... I scare once I start writing all the past will flow back or maybe when I am abit stable down before start...  and I do watch bl drama.. somehow it take some of my fear away...  
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perawatsbae

Hey love! Thanks for following me. Hope you’ll enjoy reading my stories ❤️

perawatsbae

Thank you @tazpinky I’m glad you enjoyed ❤️
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tazPinkY

@browngirl2705 most welcome!!! Look forward your new updates!!!  It ver good!!! 
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tazPinkY

I feel I am so stupid... I get scam in money... Pray hard nothing going to happen to my family... 

meghamylove

@tazPinkY 
            
            Hey .u just said what I feel.once I was like you.i fear what will people say about me when they know what I think.
            
            Some time I blast everything to my mom.she tells me encouraging  words.but then one day feel though she encourage  me she is sad and worried about me all the time.
            
            Then I look at my kid and something snapped in me.
            At this age I hav toast support for both my parents and my kids.i should not lose my self.
            
            Trust me I alone cried for so many days for people saying something or what people will think about me or anything.
            
            One day I decided I hav my own life and in future I hav family  that I hav to support.if I am this weak hoe will my kids grow strong and face this hoarse world. I hav my owns problems to deal with without anyone's help.i am trying to solve them.sometime I am weak too and need encouragement. Then I sleep more than usual and eat sweet things like sweets chocolates and some my favorites.whan I am calm I get an idea to deal my problem.
            
            Ten I started thinking myself.i do all the work for my family. In my free time.i watch korean drama.it become my obsession to me.my husband always moke me for that.byt said.one thing I am doing it on my free time like he did with his hobbies.then I started watching bl series.but when I first learn about wattpad.then started reading stories
            One day I decide why cant I write then there I ho started  a story.firat I am not  confident.no views no votes but still I write because I can Express my views with that.so did it.
            
            Now all my free time I think about the story and how to write.
            
            Did I said long line like jn cinemas....laugh.......
            
            What I want to say is everyone has problem and we hav to overcome it.we hav to live our own life.
            
            And one thing eat and sleep well because hungry stomach......sleepless brain .....makes you more weak.
            
            Full stomach  and good sleep brain will give you more strength and new ideas.try that.
            
            And I wont mind you say all to me because I am glad I help some one.
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tazPinkY

@meghamylove but I really sincerely want tks you whatever you are helping... and those encouraging words...  I will try to overcome it..   
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tazPinkY

@meghamylove thank you so much... I a sorry to split all my sorrow out...  it should be the way...  but I really can't face to face to people close to me...  when come to problem those close to me I shut up all my door with all the defense mode...  I don't like the feeling they provide me...  I try to divert attention to other I try...  end up I try shout here... and Gald that I have at least one of you all give me support... even though is just like tt I feel warm..   to be honest, I don't have any friends.. I will try out your method... hopefully will decrease my fear in me..   hope u won't get bored whenever my fear back and look for you... write one shot I will try...  but I will be more reading den writing... I scare once I start writing all the past will flow back or maybe when I am abit stable down before start...  and I do watch bl drama.. somehow it take some of my fear away...  
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