@tch_HaiRVanD You have a good point, if its intentionally then I would move on and forget, there's no point in me staying if we both know they're hurting me intentionally. I would do that in your position. And you're 100% right on self-respect, we should put ourselves first even if some people would call it selfish but its not, especially on a situation where, like you said, you're begging them to stay knowing they don't want you. So we should let go even if it will hurt but as long as it keeps you safe then that's all that matters. Letting go is really hard though, it takes time.