That weird and awkward feeling you get when you feel like your not needed or wanted, but you don't have the strength to walk away, yeah I get that. I love my hunter with all my heart, he has a lot going for him, but I sometimes feel like I need to step away, I feel like I'm go.din him back from something he could be great at, and I don't want to do that,but I also don't have the will power to walk away and neither does he, cause neither of really want to:l