@teacuppsss i joined wattpad because of Aphmau and i’ve been here for like seven years now, and yeah my jatp phase was like a year long if i get reobsessed i’m sure it’ll last forever
it’s hard for me to watch 10 things i hate about you anymore bc every time i watch i get jealous of kat’s style, hair, car, face, boyfriend, house, and personality ):
that seasonal depression hits hard. i’ve been in the worst mental state of my life and my friends, who somewhat know, decided to all call me out in the groupchat about the way i’ve been acting (and i have been acting off) and saying shit and as it turns out one of my friends has been talking to my ex boyfriend/best friend/the first person i ever fell in love with and she has been for months and has been lying to me about it. i feel terrible for making them feel like that but i also feel betrayed in a sense. idk i’m just trying to gaslight myself into thinking i’m fine.
@teacuppsss nah that's not okay at all. she lied to you and disrespected you in many ways. you have every single right to feel betrayed. and if they were good friends they'd respect the fact that you're not in a good place. im not necessarily saying their bad friends because they could be great friends in other aspects but they should have more respect for you're mental health. if you needa talk, my messages are open :)
@teacuppsss right like pls just date me already I’m lonely and I like you but I also haven’t talk to you since hoco but pls take the stupid hints already