@teamkanghaerin I had to deal with no closure for two years. It really sucked. Mostly because we left on bad terms and it ended up with my ex going to another college. I often blamed myself for them leaving. It was hard to forgive myself and them for what happened between us but last year during my birthday month, they contacted me (I didn't want to break the no contact, I wanted it to be their choice) we talked about everything and now we're good friends to this day. However, that time period was very dark for me for a long time. Just remember to have a good support system around you