Life is short make it shorter

its been a few days since my 17th birhtday
          
          per usual here for my birthday. NOt that sentimental day but my new [ish] friends wanted me to make one so i am.
          Idk 
          its crazy to think, yk some years ago i was a 12/13 yr old on here, coming online everyday to rp some fucking cats, talk to people. get exposed to things i definetly wouldnt want any other kid to be expose too.
          
          Not even that alone, its the other people, the people i talked too are now older, i stil lthink about them sometimes, cause im older than they were when i started being friends with them. My being has changed a lot, last year i was so sad about turning 16
          
          this year i didnt give a fuck. I deleted wattpad off my phone, maybe as a unleashing of a tether to one of the worst years for me, or just letting go of the past. IDK. one of the worst and best years of my surpsingly short life [only 17 yrs but it feels so much longer] 
          
          idk its at 900 chatacters rn, ive said a lot but nothing at the same time but i still kind of want to write.
          
          i am so different from when i was a kid. so so so different. and for that im happy. things i once thought were the end of the world, turned to be well not.
          
          Life is different from back then. dont know how to end this i rlly jsut want to ke writing.. idk iu turned into a big ass yapper omg

this is a masterpiece, please domt delete it. or go bald. please.

I has found you

Hi !! so it's my birthday, im 16 today. i always ckme bsck hrre to make a post on my birthday because wattpad was such a big part of my preteen self and i want to show the growth ive had.
          
          Its not 2019 or 2020 anymore. im not 11 or 12.
          im 16.
          
          im learning how to drive, im in highschool.
          
          Yk im free in a way
          
          away from all the stress and shit wattpad and slme of the ppl kn here caused.
          
          No matter how i feel about wattpad in the future or now, it will always be apart of me.
          
          Always. unfortunately 

I FOUND THEM

yall where'd snow go

i feel sick omg. i hate this app so much but i love it.
          
          i .

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