tearin

guess who made it off life support!

i got out of surgery to my best friend asking me if i want to be 'abusive sexed up lesbians' good morning everyone. 

it's like every week i have a new issue. my stomach has managed to paralyze itself and i need surgery now. i don't know when i'll be back in commission but hopefully the extended hospital visits mean more time to write. i miss u guys and the jnj community :(

i started treatment last week. taking it one day at a time.  i know i'll get better soon. i miss writing.

tl;dr i've been diagnosed with two medical conditions that have impacted my mental and physical health significantly. ive been pulled from school and forced to quit my job. i can't do anything other than rest anymore. writing has become too much of a task. writing this is a task. i am having a good day though, which is still bad. i can likely finish up a chapter sooner or later but i wanted to explain my absence. i owe everyone an explanation. 

MY SHIT IS NOW ON AO3!!!!!

still depressed guys :( i promise im trying to write 

wheres the update on newport whisperssss

https://twitter.com/lilbooisafk/status/1786479192160514351?t=W8SLGX7u9IWcELWQpJBmjQ&s=19

everything happening regarding the kyle situation is really sad to see. in the end i don't feel comfortable continuing to write about stuff involving him. sorry guys, but thats a wrap to all of my owa stuff, including oneshots. love yous.