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Apologies to all my readers who were expecting chapter updates today. The power was out most of the day and came on just a few hours ago, so I've been completely focused on writing the chapter and my schoolwork, as it's really late here.
          
          I will make it up to you guys by publishing two chapters for each because that seems fair. 
          
          Luv you all 🤎

Thank you @Kang_Hae-rim for the book cover. I really really really love it 🤎🤎🤎

You must have thought about life being unfair to you many times. You try your best to fight every battle, you try to handle every situation, you try to meet people's expectations with all your might, and you try to stay with people during their hard times. You try your best in everything, but there are days that make you feel bothered, and you feel like a stranger to yourself. You can't grasp anything because your mind is all jumbled up.
          
          You start questioning everything in your life. There is chaos in your mind, even when you are sitting in complete silence by yourself. Your breathing is the only thing you can hear, but the hurricane inside you is too loud.
          
          Life is full of tests. Life isn't just one test itself; it is full of unpredictable situations and challenges. You move on from one problem, and another one may be waiting for you.
          
          Life is a reality, and nobody can completely escape it. Imagine you are sitting in an examination hall with a question paper in your hand. What if you leave the paper blank? Will you pass? No. Because no matter how difficult the questions are, you have to face them somehow.
          
          Yes, life can be unfair to you, but you are still living your life. Remember that. You need to be careful with yourself throughout this journey.
          
          You may get disappointed many times, but that isn't the end. Life gives you chances, so don't miss them. Grab those chances and do your best.
          
          I understand that life isn't the same for everyone. I'm not in your shoes, so I don't know what life has made you go through. But I just want you to remember not to miss the chances you have. I don't want you to let those thoughts take over your mind and lead you to neglect yourself.
          
          Your life can improve when you try to make improvements yourself. It isn't impossible. It is possible when you slowly train your mind to think in a more positive way.

ALIAS: Blind Trust is now complete!!! That means I've written and completed 5 books so far!!!!!!! 🥳🙌
          Thank you to everyone who has stayed, read, and loved my books as much as I do; it truly means a lot 🤎
          Well, I hope you guys stick around cuz I have plenty of books, and more are coming!!! 🫶✨

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Forced smiles are always painful. The more force you put into your smile, the more it hurts your jaw, and you can feel it. The same goes for many things in life.
          
          I know you are aware of it. Whenever you try to force yourself into doing something, it can lead to pain and disappointment. I'm not trying to say that you are always wrong for forcing yourself to do something that requires effort but will eventually lead to something good. Here, I'm talking about those things that won't bring you anything good and will only leave you losing your strength and mental stability.
          
          Things that are done forcefully don't always stay for long. Actions that come from forced emotions aren't always genuine, and they don't last for a long time. The thing you need to do is think properly and wisely because your emotions are involved in everything.
          
          In the end, you may be left feeling numb, disappointed, alone, and overwhelmed. Sometimes, you may feel nothing at all, and you become so blank that you can't even understand what just happened or what is happening.
          
          You tire yourself by putting effort into things that don't value your efforts. But that doesn't make you a bad person. Don't take it that way. Don't allow negative thoughts to overwhelm you by making you think that if you did something wrong, then it means you are completely wrong and will always be that way.
          
          Mistakes can be improved. Nobody becomes a loser just because they make mistakes. You become one when you refuse to accept your mistakes, justify them, and try to bring down someone who is genuine. There is a huge difference.
          
          Think before you put your efforts into something. Thinking is important, especially deep and wise thinking. Your past isn't going to shape your future. Your present does, so pay attention to it.
          
          It's never too late. Sometimes, all you need is a mindset that doesn't allow negativity to completely take over you. Take your time, understand yourself, and choose what is truly worth your energy.

The Princess Chronicles: Once Upon A Crown is complete!
          Thank you so much to everyone who has been reading the book. I hope you guys love it as much as I do and will stick around for the ones to come 𖹭
          Until then, take care and I luv you all 𖹭

In your life, you may have read or heard a lot about motivation and positivity. Your friends and loved ones may have tried many times to help you stay motivated and positive, and for the time being, you may feel better. But the moment you become overwhelmed by overthinking or anything else, all that positivity and motivation can leave your mind completely.
          
          You just feel different from how you had prepared yourself to feel. This can also add to your overthinking, making you think that you are being ungrateful again, even after receiving all that positivity. This can lead to self-degrading thoughts where you start blaming yourself for everything.
          
          When difficult situations befall you, it's a time when your emotions can be at their peak. You try to keep them to yourself, and that can give those emotions more intensity, creating chaos inside you that is silently happening while people around you are completely unaware.
          
          In that state, you may feel trapped by your emotions, which just want to erupt and create more chaos and destruction. And let me tell you something: you aren't losing a battle just because you couldn't stop those emotions, even after trying your best. What matters is that you attempted to control them. You fought until the very end, and that's what matters.
          
          It's hard to stay positive all the time, but what matters is that after the storm clears, you try to stay composed even when you are looking at the destruction it left behind. Still, don't try to give up. You get up and do your best again.
          
          Your emotions may overwhelm you sometimes, but that doesn't erase all the effort you have made. Give yourself credit for every time you tried to handle things better, even when it didn't go perfectly.
          
          [If there is anything you want to share, something heavy on your mind, you can share it and feel a little lighter. Even if it takes paragraphs to type everything. You can use my board and think of it as your diary, only if you want to. You won't be judged.]

Sometimes, your day ends with no good memories, and you go to sleep with a heavy heart and mind. You have difficulty sleeping because your mind goes into overthinking mode. It replays the whole day in your mind, even when you really don't want to remember it because all you want is some peace.
          
          But peace also comes from within you. Sometimes, there is a hurricane happening inside you. Your emotions are like a storm. They first create silence, but soon they erupt and create a huge mess, leaving you feeling even more overwhelmed.
          
          You can't express yourself because you are afraid that people might think it's your usual tantrum or that you are being ungrateful. People are quick to judge and slow to understand, and sometimes, when they finally understand, it's too late because the scar has already been left inside you.
          
          You may have many bad days in your life, but those bad days aren't your whole life. They aren't your life; they are only a part of your life. Know the difference.
          
          I agree that even if you have two bad days out of ten, those two bad days can still feel heavier than the good ones because they leave a huge impact on your mind and emotions.
          
          What you have to do is train your mind, and that's one of the hardest things to do because your mind has developed a habit of overthinking. Habits aren't easy to leave behind.
          
          I'm not in your shoes, and maybe these words aren't enough for you, but I still chose to say this: try to shape your mind in a more positive way. Yes, I agree that your emotions are valid. You are allowed to feel in every way you feel because that's how you are built.
          
          But don't forget that you are human, and having emotions is a part of being human. Let this be a daily reminder for you: your emotions don't make you weak. They are a part of you, and they help make you who you are.
          
          And you are more than your worst day. A bad day doesn't define your life.