god I feel so bad now. I hated when authors abandoned their works... and look at what I've done... the very thing I swore not to do... I've had so much trouble just trying to come up with ideas and I've dropped my stories for so long that I've forgotten how many people still care for it!
well... I feel like it's too late now.. It's been months... if anyone still is out there... and still interested in my works I would be impressed.
until then... I have been active on AO3 under the account name TiaWattpader
feel free to check that out... and umm... I'm sorry for what it's worth. I really am sorry that I can't write as much as I used to. It hurts me but I don't know what to do. I'm stuck in a position where I hate everything I write.. nothing is good enough.. and I've become a silent reader -- something I hate. I want to be productive.. but this is also my first year as an adult and it's just scary for me.. I'm luckily not on my own, and live with my mom and grandparents still... but I'm also working and studying at college and ... growing up. It's hard for me to do this too. I'm still here though, I still care, and one day, when I get my feet under me and steady on the ground I will come back to this because I always do.