virgil black

Its 00.44 am and im boardddd

I hate seeing everything blooming around me while im stiil here withering into nothingness i feel like im already dead so whats different would it make

Its 12.33pm and i just Pearced my ear 

One, two, ready
          Here we go
          
          It ain't the gun
          It's the man behind the trigger
          Gets blood on his fingers
          And runs
          It ain't the lie
          It's the way that the truth is denied
          
          But if there is one thing that I'm guilty of
          It's loving and giving when you take too much
          If somebody asked how we died
          Please look them straight in the eye
          
          Call it suicide
          Don't fabricate
          Just tell them babe
          It was suicide
          Don't sugarcoat it
          Just let them know
          
          It ain't the knife
          It's the way that you use it
          How you abuse it in fights
          It ain't about the life
          You feel you were given
          As long as you're living it right
          
          If there is one thing that I'm guilty of
          It's loving and giving when you take too much
          If somebody asked how we died
          Oh, you look them straight in the eye
          
          Call it suicide
          Don't fabricate
          Just tell them babe
          It was suicide
          Don't sugarcoat it
          Just let them know
          
          You've been killing me softly
          And finally the pain is too much
          And I'm all out of whisky
          To soak up the damage you've done
          
          If there's anything I'm guilty of
          It's loving you too much
          If anybody asks how we died
          
          Call it suicide
          Don't fabricate
          Just tell them babe
          It was suicide
          Don't sugarcoat it
          Just let them know
          
          Call it suicide
          Don't fabricate
          Just tell them babe
          It was suicide
          Don't sugarcoat it
          Just let them know
          
          Oh baby
          Just let them know
          Just
          
          

You know that one moment you feel realy like you pass and then your parents or some one says your dead name or you birth pronouns and you just want to hang your self in that instant thats me 24/7

@XxSammCatxX wove you to

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hi

. A smile is such a lovely thing especially upon your face;
          hiding all the sorrows or simply taking their place.
          A kindly spoken word means so much when from you,
          it comforts my weary heart or when I’m feeling blue.
          A song can make our hearts dance in pretty fast-paced clips
          when we hear the melody of our love’s unconquerable grips.
          Words could lift my spirits and sweet compassion find;
          put your hand in mine alone and peace will fill my mind.
          A smile, a word, a song, a look – seem small little things
          but when love sparks an action, what blessings they bring.

Im sad and lonly and on the verge of a panic attack yay