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me: *disappears off the face of Wattpad for 2 months*
          also me: *announces my coming back like this*

1 month clean down the drain I’m sorry, struggling to stay positive right now I guess I’ll just sleep or clean or something, anything to distract myself from this 

Ive been so quiet on here lmao I’ll update my story thing later it’s 3:30 am here, I haven’t died yet or anything not that anyone cares or worried but I’m ok :)

I’ve unpublished my old diary thing cause it was a disaster, I’ve created a new one that I’m hoping will be more positive. I’m so excited at the possibility of getting to be in Australia with my friends and studying what I want. I know it isn’t easy and will be hard but I think I’ve got this. As a side note it’s 5:37 am and I haven’t slept so GuESs wHoS MiSsiNg sChOoL AgAIn (mEeEEe)

Thanks for the follow ^^

Hello! Thanks for adding Daughters of Creation to your reading list! It means a lot and I hope enjoy it! 

would anyone care if i was gone for good?

never thought i'd last more than 2 days

i low key haven't wanted wanted to not be alive this much in a while and by a while i mean approximately 2 weeks. I haven't really been on wattpad that much cause of personal stuff but yea. I got into stray kids awhile ago and i can't put into words how much i love them and how much they've helped me and been there when no one else was. Me and my mum found a place and we're moving in now. A bunch of other stuff has happened but I'm too tired to write anymore it's 5:07 am and i haven't slept so that's great. I don't even know why I bother to write these it's not like anyone reads this or even cares both online and in real life lol. I read something recently and I haven't agreed or related to something more in a while.
          
          Something along the lines of this:
          "I'm a loner, but I'm a popular loner. A lot of people know me and I know them, but my friend circle is small to none and despite knowing so many people I've never felt more alone."

Thank you so much for voting on my story! It means a lot! I hope you have a great day~!