teddypickers

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YO!!!!Bet you thought you'd seen the last of me bitches (joke) Whats up!? I dont know if anyone still reads my fiction! But my arctic monkeys phase has been something i've always carried with me. It's going to sound fucking hilarious but here goes: I've never wanted to treat my arctic monkeys phase like a phase. It was a way of being for me, I lived and breathed poetry through the vision of alex turner, the raw emotion and feelings when listening to their music is what kept me going for most of the time. When i started to struggle with my mental health i abandoned this fic just like many other interests i abandoned. It's been a really fucking long journey of recovery and im still getting better, but i just wanted to say that i've only just been able to clear my mind enough to be able to start thinking about the times when i could truly feel and love what i love. I'm not sure if any of this makes sense and i am unsure as to why i am sharing this. But reading back my fictions i feel as though i'm understanding and engaging with the younger version of myself. As stupid as it sounds, this little orange coloured website where 15 year old me would spend most of her midnights, laughing and crying and feeling true and raw emotion on is something i cannot let go of. It was my personal and happy space away from everything for a long time. It means so much to me that i can look back at comments and engagement from people who took the time to read my poorly written fiction (i am a much better writer now i can promise you that) I want to leave you this message to let you know that the time i spent writing this awfully translated idea in my confused teenage brain meant a lot to me. It's not just the fact that people chose to read the story, but the idea that i connected with people through this website on one of the very few things i was deeply and so passionately in love with during such a dark time of my life. I just wanna say thanks for that x -a much older and better phoebe

daysgoneby21

OMG hahahaha I found my old account from my emails. I used to love your fan fiction ive been going through my old things. I proper missed the fandom
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teddypickers

this message may be offensive 
YO!!!!Bet you thought you'd seen the last of me bitches (joke) Whats up!? I dont know if anyone still reads my fiction! But my arctic monkeys phase has been something i've always carried with me. It's going to sound fucking hilarious but here goes: I've never wanted to treat my arctic monkeys phase like a phase. It was a way of being for me, I lived and breathed poetry through the vision of alex turner, the raw emotion and feelings when listening to their music is what kept me going for most of the time. When i started to struggle with my mental health i abandoned this fic just like many other interests i abandoned. It's been a really fucking long journey of recovery and im still getting better, but i just wanted to say that i've only just been able to clear my mind enough to be able to start thinking about the times when i could truly feel and love what i love. I'm not sure if any of this makes sense and i am unsure as to why i am sharing this. But reading back my fictions i feel as though i'm understanding and engaging with the younger version of myself. As stupid as it sounds, this little orange coloured website where 15 year old me would spend most of her midnights, laughing and crying and feeling true and raw emotion on is something i cannot let go of. It was my personal and happy space away from everything for a long time. It means so much to me that i can look back at comments and engagement from people who took the time to read my poorly written fiction (i am a much better writer now i can promise you that) I want to leave you this message to let you know that the time i spent writing this awfully translated idea in my confused teenage brain meant a lot to me. It's not just the fact that people chose to read the story, but the idea that i connected with people through this website on one of the very few things i was deeply and so passionately in love with during such a dark time of my life. I just wanna say thanks for that x -a much older and better phoebe

daysgoneby21

OMG hahahaha I found my old account from my emails. I used to love your fan fiction ive been going through my old things. I proper missed the fandom
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icareabunch

YOUR PAST TIMES CONSISTED OF THE STRANGE, THE TWISTED AND DERANGED AND I HATE THAT LITTLE GAME YOU HAD CALLED
          
          CRYING LIGHTNING
          
          
          
          
          
          PS: ASDFGHJKLÇ I'M SORRY
          TOO EXCITED

teddypickers

@IrishCanadianMuffin THAT'S RAADDD
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icareabunch

OMG ADFGSJ YOU'RE SO LUCKY! I'VE GOT I BET YOU LOOK GOOD ON THE DANCEFLOOR  ON VINYLLLLL
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teddypickers

HAHA IT BE K MAN, I RECENTLY GOT CRYING LIGHTNING ON VINYL OMG!!
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