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If u want to know how much Mother Nature hates where I live; it was 80° F last week 
          
          NOW THERES GODDAMN SNOW EVERYWHERE AND IT'S STILL FUCKING FALLING

Dear reader thank you for your support on my book “dopamine”. I have noticed your question on chapter one about my country of origin, however I don’t care to answer questions from readers within the comment section because I find it muddies things up and I don’t want to crowd that space with my responses. I like that section to be for you readers. To answer your question I assume it is in regards to my wording when speaking about the “restroom” or “bathroom”. Unfortunately I am not from Britain, I reside in America. I am not Native American however, my familial origins are from Spain. I apologize if you find any of my wordings to be odd or uncommon, it is just how I was raised. Let me know if you have any other questions, I love and appreciate all comments on my books and I’m thankful to have a community of respectful readers! Stay beautiful my darling ♥︎♥︎♥︎

Alright, as the 1989 swiftie, is just like to say. Tonight will either be the best day of my life or the biggest Clownelia St. walk in the history of Taylor Swift

I'd like to claim my spot as THE 'Timeless' (Taylor's Version) (From The Vault) fan. It's my song. 
          
          Also, no shakey breath in Last Kiss!!!

When a plan actually makes it out of the texts & now I actually have plans with friends. 
          
          It's the weirdest feeling ever

That moment when your dad tells your 10 year old sister to wash the counter, then leaves, so she starts attacking me because I took her kindle. 
          
          She bit & scratched me to the point of bleeding in multiple spots on my arms. 
          
          She covered 1/5 the counter in soap & water then called it clean. Now she's crying because I "hurt her" 
          
          The only times I touched her was to hold her little demonic body away from me

So, my great grandma might be dying, not really 100% sure 
          
          I'm popping off for a while to recuperate and cope with this news 
          
          Bye

I know that I'm a fanfic writer, but I have a question. 
          
          If I were to publish a book on here with poems I've written about my mental health & other struggles, would any of y'all be interested in reading it? 
          
          I'll probably do it anyways just so I don't feel so alone, but just wondering if anyone would actually read it.

So I took the RAADS as a joke right, thinking "oh I'll score below 65, there's no way im actually neurodivergent"
          
          My entire life I've been told "oh you're just so smart", "oh you're just gifted, that's why you're ahead."
          
          Bitch my score of 168 says otherwise. 
          
          Anyways I think my past 15 years of existence has been a lie
          

Does anyone ever get like super concerning intrusive thoughts? 
          
          Like sometimes they're not bad, like "cut all your hair off with safety scissors then blame it on your classmates"
          
          Then there's moments like "turn the car into the other lane and get hit by that speeding semi" or "grab the nearest item and stab them. Where would we need to hit to kill them first stab?"  or "drop kick the baby, just take the baby and kick it." 
          
          I think I need some mental help