temptingevil

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fatesmade

/      pretend like i’m not over two weeks late for this.
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fatesmade

 ⠀⠀⠀ jade claire had to do a lot of thinking after their last encounter, particularly about whether or not she wishes to change—- whether or not she is willing to be potentially hurt or not. on one hand, she’s in love with kol and is willing to do just about anything for him. on the other, she has a pre-judged idea of relationships and just how they’ll end. is this going to be any different? well, she certainly hopes so, otherwise this plan is absolutely absurd and she just might have to suffer being around him for the rest of her days.
           ⠀⠀⠀ everything had gone according to her plan, at least so far. leah, like the god-send that she was, had successfully managed to get kol out of his room and downstairs to the kitchen where jade needed kol to be. rebekah agreed to help the witch put up decorations on one very specific condition that jade tells her how her silly plan went. now all that was needed was for kol to enter the kitchen, where jade would be ‘getting a midnight snack.’ spoiler alert: she is, in fact, anxious snacking, but that’s not the purpose for all this stupid planning.

fatesmade

 ⠀⠀⠀ the one thing jade hated about being just a witch is that she does not have super hearing, so the commentary coming from the doorway has her dropping her snack in surprise. she hadn’t really expected him to be there, at least not in that moment. she curses under her breath, grabs the granola bar from the floor, and throws it in the trash. she turns on her heels to face the man, the one that she’s been avoiding for far longer than she should have, and exhales slowly. there is just one problem with this plan, and that’s if she has even the smallest irregular heart beat, he’ll see right through it. not that he doesn’t already, but he’ll humor her—- hopefully.
             ⠀⠀⠀ “is it really?”  her tone doesn’t carry the usual hostility, well.. at least not as much of it. she’ll still tease him, that isn’t going to change ever. she’ll take that with her to her damn death bed, when she’s old and wrinkly while he’ll still be the most beautiful man in the world.  “there is not a single person on this earth who knows me better than you, and you know it.”  she’s hoping for two things: he actually moves into the goddamn kitchen, and that he doesn’t pay any attention to the decorations. if one happens but not the other, her silly little plan is officially screwed and she’ll have to do things the difficult way, as if this was the freaking easy way.
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temptingevil

@fatesmade 
            
            His morning hadn't quite gone to plan. A certain hybrid had shown up at his door, hounding him about needing to be in the kitchen for whatever reason (he hadn't actually been listening to her all that much, though Leah was less annoying than her sister).  So he had followed her along under minor protest, expecting to have to fix something or something to that effect. He hadn't expected to find the kitchen decorated in the most... interesting way when he opened the door. And in the centre of it all was Jade, with a snack in her hand, looking a little bit too anxious in his opinion. That was probably the part that caught his eye the most.  She had been avoiding him for the last few days, though that much he had expected. She had needed time to work out what she was doing and he had figured that she'd come around in the end. "Well, this is a bit of a surprise darling," he commented, leaning against the doorframe of the kitchen.
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fatesmade

have you ever heard of personal space?

temptingevil

@fatesmade 
            
            The silence he received was all he needed to know that he had hit the mark. She didn't need to give him a big, fancy speech, a bunch of words telling him why. Sometimes, sometimes words weren't needed, and while he certainly wasn't a mind reader, when it came to Jade, Kol had a pretty good idea what was going on in that head of hers. She was afraid, afraid of what he would say, which is why he kept his damn mouth shut. Because at the end of the day, if he told her that he loved her in return, she wasn't going to believe him anyway. And even if she did, she'd be afraid of what that would mean, and no doubt they'd still be stuck in the same situation. Instead, he just gave a small nod of his head, a thoughtful look on his face as he regarded the girl. Perhaps actions would mean something more, though he still expected her to run if he was the one to initiate anything. Why wouldn't she? Someone like Jade needed to be in control, especially when dealing with someone like him. No, she was going to have to be the one to take the step, because the moment he did so, this would all come crashing down around them both. "Well then, I guess you know where to find me when you change your mind, darling."
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 ⠀⠀⠀ oh yes, it was likely that she would run for the hills in the metaphorical sense. the idea of connecting to someone on an intimate level was terrifying, because they weren’t obligated to love her. it was the same way with her very own mother. both of the men her mother had children with deserted her—- she was not sane, and neither was jade. so yes, the thought of being abandoned in the same way that her mother had been practically petrifies her. while kol was not all that sane either, the possibility of being left was still there. it always would be, and jade knew that she wouldn’t be able to function should she ever be left. perhaps that is the reason that she does not wish to leave vina, because davina could very well be hardwired the same way that jade is.
             ⠀⠀⠀ “that’s fair.”  it’s all the witch can say, for it is. kol had her figured out, the push-pull thing they had going on—- but could he promise her that he wouldn’t leave? could he truly love her for the rest of her life? she doesn’t know, and even though she wants to, she doesn’t ask. he could very well say no, and then her heart is on her sleeve, broken and bruised. so yes, she will say that she loves him, but he won’t say it. she’s oblivious, and maybe that will be for the best. maybe, just maybe, this is where they’ll stay for the rest of her life: loving each other from the opposite ends of the room, always physically close but never emotionally. if only she knew, if only she would just ask him instead of being a goddamned coward.
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temptingevil

@fatesmade 
            
            Eh, his own family was debatable. He tolerated Rebekah, couldn't stand Klaus, and Elijah just straight up irritated him. He was pretty sure love wasn't even a factor when it came to that. He paused for a moment at the rest of her words, not entirely sure where to begin. Oh yes, he had heard the words come from her mouth, knew perfectly well what she was saying, but she was right. He hadn't commented, though he had his own reasons for that. It wasn't because he was afraid of it, or anything else she would suggest, but because if he said anything, she'd take the words back and run for the hills. So he pretended to not hear them, because he figured it was probably the only way he'd ever get her to say the words.  "I think you know why I don't make a comment on it," he told her, this time losing his usual cocky attitude, a hint of a serious air about him for once. "Because the moment I do, the moment I make any form of response, you're going to run and you're not going to stop running until you're that far away from me, I don't think I'll ever be able to reach you again. So no, Jade Claire, I won't say anything. Not until I know for sure."
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