teressahana

Life is getting hard recently, isn't it?
          	I find it hard to distinguish between nightmare and real life. It feels like we are living in the world that is not secure anymore. The world where Death dan disaster lurks us every time, trying to kill us. Which is actually the world was like that from the beginning, it's just that humans had forgotten it.
          	
          	I also want to complain. I want to scream and be angry too and ask why, why, and why?
          	I find it hard to find few happiness in my life. To keeping my mind sane in this insane world and society is hard, to be honest. I also, feel that. Yes, I am. And I cried countlessly because of that.
          	
          	I prayed selflessly so that we can be forgiven and peace from Heaven will surround the world, because I understand that we are fighting together and hope to be healed together. I can't be so selfish and pray only for myself or my beloved ones. Even though it seems not answered yet, the world seems getting darker and harder, let it be Faith.
          	
          	Guess this also the time when Faith should be proven. For I know, Faith be proven not in happy times or when I have everything, instead in hard times. When I find it is hard to find anything to thankful to, I will be thankful, for my life, for our daily bread, for the house I live in, for little things I'd always forgot to be thankful back then. When pressure press me from all directions, let it be Faith that I know God is still so good to me and whatever He let happen in my life, will bring goodness. Yes, He is.

teressahana

Life is getting hard recently, isn't it?
          I find it hard to distinguish between nightmare and real life. It feels like we are living in the world that is not secure anymore. The world where Death dan disaster lurks us every time, trying to kill us. Which is actually the world was like that from the beginning, it's just that humans had forgotten it.
          
          I also want to complain. I want to scream and be angry too and ask why, why, and why?
          I find it hard to find few happiness in my life. To keeping my mind sane in this insane world and society is hard, to be honest. I also, feel that. Yes, I am. And I cried countlessly because of that.
          
          I prayed selflessly so that we can be forgiven and peace from Heaven will surround the world, because I understand that we are fighting together and hope to be healed together. I can't be so selfish and pray only for myself or my beloved ones. Even though it seems not answered yet, the world seems getting darker and harder, let it be Faith.
          
          Guess this also the time when Faith should be proven. For I know, Faith be proven not in happy times or when I have everything, instead in hard times. When I find it is hard to find anything to thankful to, I will be thankful, for my life, for our daily bread, for the house I live in, for little things I'd always forgot to be thankful back then. When pressure press me from all directions, let it be Faith that I know God is still so good to me and whatever He let happen in my life, will bring goodness. Yes, He is.