sjafee

Jan 2017, i thought that its time to let him go, but more interesting thing happened so i decide to hold on just little bit longer. And now i couldnt be any happier to have him by my side. Although im afraid of losing him, i'll do my best to not let him slip away. 

Will you ever give up on a person that you love?

Been here since 2014 im getting sick of it

If only you are not driving, i'd kiss you senseless.

I miss you, in the most innocent sense. I missed your touch. I wanna kiss your neck and love you endlessly. 

So yeah it has passed the 4 months mark. I mean im still very much in like with him. Arent that supposed to mean something?

So what do you do when you like someone and shit happened, you have had to hide that feeling forever like until that shit passed?

No if you die i'll probably cry and i dont do this cry cry thingy okei

I mean i hate that you're sort of, in some way, kind of, disappointed in me. I hate that i'm not what you need. I'm not someone that would make your day brighter or anything. It's like, nah my existence doesn't change anything. I have no impact in your life. And okay. Okay. Kay. 

*speaks in hopefully what sounds like british accent* oh, bollocks.