terushima23
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Here have a poem I wrote due to ✨body dysphoria✨ I keep quiet as I stare at myself in the mirror, watching as the girl I killed along with my old body, the ghost of **her** in the mirror staring at me in acceptance, because I'm not **her** I'm not a **girl** I'm a **dude, a boy, a man, a male** that's all I am, I will never ever be a **girl** ever again as I was the most miserable in the girls body with a boys mind, and even all those years ago when I was only little,**she** knew deep down **she** wasn't who I was supposed to be, I was made to be a man and yet I was in a **girl's** body, deep down the person I once was, was not me but a disguise to hide who I truly was, who I was born to be, and now I'm right here, I'm who in truly supposed to be and I plan on killing myself, it's sad that no matter what, unhappy or happy, in the body that wasn't my own or the body that I claimed my own, I will never be happy, and now here I stand Infront of a mirror with a shard of glass against my neck
patheticpuppy
Everyone, this is my new account
patheticpuppy
Hello everyone, yes this is terushima23, im just on my new account and i would just like to say, thank you so mych for so many followers, im sorry i abandoned this account but i had to, this is my new account where ill start fresh (Will probably re-make bontens slut)
patheticpuppy
Guys this is my new account >w<
SullyThePony
hello!! I was wondering, as it appears you aren’t writing any more, if I could adopt the “ my dear experiment “ concept?
patheticpuppy
Hai, this is me on my new account and im sorry to say but no, its a story im working on on ao3 as ive moved there mostly and have got signed out of my old account(terushima23) and the darling experiment au is my original au, its just something i hold dear to me and dont want someone else to get credit for
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MayanaWilliam
Hey are you still alive you've been inactive for a while now and I miss you
anakorang_128
Bro, please update the My Play Thing~ book... •́ ‿ ,•̀
terushima23
Here have a poem I wrote due to ✨body dysphoria✨ I keep quiet as I stare at myself in the mirror, watching as the girl I killed along with my old body, the ghost of **her** in the mirror staring at me in acceptance, because I'm not **her** I'm not a **girl** I'm a **dude, a boy, a man, a male** that's all I am, I will never ever be a **girl** ever again as I was the most miserable in the girls body with a boys mind, and even all those years ago when I was only little,**she** knew deep down **she** wasn't who I was supposed to be, I was made to be a man and yet I was in a **girl's** body, deep down the person I once was, was not me but a disguise to hide who I truly was, who I was born to be, and now I'm right here, I'm who in truly supposed to be and I plan on killing myself, it's sad that no matter what, unhappy or happy, in the body that wasn't my own or the body that I claimed my own, I will never be happy, and now here I stand Infront of a mirror with a shard of glass against my neck
terushima23
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⚠️TW: transphobia⚠️ hate my mum so fucking much I honestly hope she gets hit by a fucking car and dies, fuck her I hate her so fucking much, she kept misgendering me so I said I was a boy and she said I quote "no you're not a boy because you don't have a dick or balls, no dick or balls no boy, you aren't a boy" and I fucking lost it I actually fucking hate her, I told her she's being transphobic and she said she didn't care and that tim still not a boy so I went ballistic, i honestly just want to fucking kill myself, oh and guess what my *dad* that has never been in my life texted my mum and said "oh I hope "*she's* alright and my mum thought it was a good idea to keep it hidden from me till now, 4 weeks after, I honestly hate my life, no one would miss me if I killed myself, I fucking hate everyone in my family, hate, hate, hate, I hate them all, they are all cunts and I just want to run away, I wish I wasn't apart of the family I fucking hate them all And that's on mommy issues
CammyRaye30
@terushima23 Ik I’m late to this but you’re amazing! Im VERY proud of you for living. As a few TransMale you are not a girl, women, or a female! Your mother is a cruel lady. She needs to learn on how to treat you like a human. I believe you are an amazing person! You DEFINITELY do not deserve what you are being put through. You deserve WAY better. I am VERY proud of you for living; by living you are proving no matter how much she attempts to make you be someone you have expressed that you do not want to be. You are doing an amazing job. DEFINITELY do not let her put you down. You are not a girl. You never have been nor will you ever be. Please do not kill yourself it’s not worth it. Cause even after you’re dead they won’t gender you correctly out live them. Prove to them you are what YOU KNOW YOU ARE! Now if you’re tired of them misgendering you; start misgendering them back. Yes I know it might sound petty but it’s get your point across proving you are not going to back down from being the person YOU KNOW you are just because they don’t have any human decency to treat their own child like a human. I know I’ve said this a bunch but please do know that I am very proud of you for being you and not killing yourself! I really do hope things get better you definitely deserve it. Please do remember that you are not a girl, women, lady, mrs, she, her, ms, ma’am, or ANY like those terms. You are you! You deserve happiness. I am very proud of you keep being you! You got this I’m cheering for you!! <33
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@terushima23 i'm so fucking sorry is true or mother is slut as bitch not listen to her but plz not kill ur self i need u everyone need u like i do.....
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terushima23
I broke up with my lover(don't ask why, it's personal)