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i might never actually come back anymore, this is really too much for me. everything's coming to me at once, everything's too much for me, it's overwhelming me so much. i can't do this anymore, might as well just fucking die. i know that some people are having a much more hard time than i am since, and i quote, my problem's just ridiculous excuse to take a break. i know i could talk to someone, let it all out, cry on a shoulder, or get a therapist but i've already tried everything and im still not okay. my parents saying, 'it will take a long time, but it'll pass', well damn it's been 8 and a half years i wonder when it'll finally pass :D im actually done. this is enough, im finished fighting my war. everyone, please, take care of yourself. eat food, and stay healthy; drink water and stay hydrated; dont stress yourselves too much. i love you all, goodbye.