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@terxizjun your all books are amazing but this one is just *chef kiss* 

@terxizjun  well I have no problem with sleep. Infact I oversleep. Lol I sleep 9-10 hours or more than that daily. Lol. 
          
          And overwork? I'm not even working. Past 1 month I can't focus on my studying which made me little bit frustrating. Because DU admission is really hard than others universitys. We also have negative marking. If we mistake 4 question our 1 mark will be cut ( like we answered 15 and we get 4 answer wrong. They will give us 10) they will cut 0.25 marks for 1 wrong Answer. 

@___Sweet_rush_ and i'm happy i'm the one who received your longest reply, my love. no worries and i feel so grateful i was able to lessen your worries through my words. 
          
          i'll be praying my love. don't overwork yourself and take this note: you should sleep enough for the exam. understood? i'm not physically present by your side, however, i'll be waiting for you here and virtually support you! fighting! my love!
          
          now, i'm getting flustered your following my old plot book, hahaha. there's a few adjustments cuz i'm using non k-pop artist. i wanted each characters are recognizable, so i need to proofread and do lil revision. thank you for loving and liking my book, my love :) 
          
          
          AGAIN, DON'T PRESSURE YOURSELF AND MIND BEFORE THE EXAM! 

@___Sweet_rush_ wow! this'll be the longest reply from you my love. so glad, you're willing to open up your burdens and problems in life to me. well, everything are always happened unexpectedly even though we couldn't accept it. but life has purpose for that. it will somewhat reflect you slowly that maybe there are another paths for you partake with. 
          
          i understand the issues when you tried to enter and continue your study in a prestigious school. cuz I already passed that test. in all honesty, i was also pressured those times bcuz i have other things need to attend to beside academic. i just keep believing my doctrines that if im not the lucky one, then i'll accept because this what the fate molds me and it has reasons. fortunately, i got passed the entrance and that day i almost lost my cold behavior, haha. 
          
          don't loss those stars within you, keep it on light. it will leads you more to blessing in the future. just remember, you can lean on me. as a moa brother to you—i'll give you my strength, full support, and encourage you to not loss your hope and dreams. i'll lit your candle whenever it dies. 
          
          i'll be expecting your new story! cuz, you're one of my fav authors here in wattpad. so don't go away, my love. be strong to continue your dreams and don't let others beat you. you're strong.  

@terxizjun  I will upload soon. A new book about my own life (the golden time of my entire life). That year I was actually happy but also fool. I will upload soon

@terxizjun @terxizjun this year I thought I will show everyone that I can also do better. Proves them wrong. But because of auto pass I can't! . Once again I lose. I am so unlucky.Depression is not a good thing. But life isn't easy. Not only for study but also other reason. I just can't help.  I don't feel happy nor sad. I can't express my current emotion right now. I also managed to disappoint everyone somehow.  And I hate it when someone thinks me as weak person. I hate it.  I hate it.   I hate everything happening with me. I hate everyone.

@___Sweet_rush_ hey, don't push yourself too much you're still young. just think those pressures as your training ground to become tougher in times the world turn into inevitably despair, hm? always think that every dark clouds there always a rainbow after. also, my love... don't forget about HIM, talk to him, everything's gonna be alright. 
          
          eat healthy foods and don't be stress. depression is is not a good condition to deal with. btw, when will you publ. new story? hmm, how about you should divert your attention to something else that can make you feel less stress? that'll be quite good, my love. i'm worried about you :(

@___Sweet_rush_ my love! i miss you. yeah, i've got an endless workload. somehow, i'm doing my tasks smoothly. i need to avoid stress :( i need to exert my body for my sport. *scholarship* holding my life. 

@terryfiedgyu hahaha, god— honestly, you're so cute, my love. 

@terryfiedgyu thank you², my love. reading this lessen my frustration and firing me up again.