Kei Mendoza

Sister

I want you in every way possible. I want you when you're sick, I want you when you're happy. I want you in the morning and at night. I want you when I make breakfast. I want your hands in mine. I want to be in you arms or next to you. I want to watch movies with you and build forts. I want to lay on the the hood of the car under the stars. I want to spend holidays with you. I want to fall asleep pressed up against you. I want to kiss your cheeks. I want to make you smile. I want you and only you. // 6:02 

I still search for you in crowds, in empty fields and soaring clouds. 
          In city lights and passing cars, on winding roads and wishing stars. 
          I wonder where you could be now, for years I have not said your name out loud. 
          And longer since - I called you mine. Time has passed for you and I. 
          But I have learnt to live without, I do not mind - I still love you anyhow.
          
          Wishing stars, Lang Leav // 6:15 

And even if we can't be together anymore. Know that my love you for won't change. Know that it will always and always be you // b

I'm sorry for I always end up choosing someone else over you 

I wish I could go back to the time where you loved me so much x.x

No one ever made me feel alive but you 

Guess I'll never stop writing poems for you 

Today is just one of those days where I miss you terribly and want to talk to you. :(

I thought he was "the one."