thalassophxle

hello :) I miss you guys!
          	I started my first adult job this week and have been DEAD, and as you guys know I’ve been working on my fantasy novel. so I don’t think updates will be frequent, and I might even put renegade on hold for a while :’) I also have to admit that my interest in f1 has wavered. I don’t know why, but perhaps because my life has been so chaotic. 
          	However, I might try and write some one shots if I have time, if you guys would be interested in that? I had an idea perhaps doing requests based on Taylor Swift songs and a driver of choice—how does that sound?

thalassophxle

@dizzydriya thank you so much!! Ily <3 
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dizzydriya

@thalassophxle congratulations on the job viv !! hope that’s going well for you <3
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thalassophxle

hello :) I miss you guys!
          I started my first adult job this week and have been DEAD, and as you guys know I’ve been working on my fantasy novel. so I don’t think updates will be frequent, and I might even put renegade on hold for a while :’) I also have to admit that my interest in f1 has wavered. I don’t know why, but perhaps because my life has been so chaotic. 
          However, I might try and write some one shots if I have time, if you guys would be interested in that? I had an idea perhaps doing requests based on Taylor Swift songs and a driver of choice—how does that sound?

thalassophxle

@dizzydriya thank you so much!! Ily <3 
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dizzydriya

@thalassophxle congratulations on the job viv !! hope that’s going well for you <3
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thalassophxle

hi guys how’s everyone doing??

4ilove44

@thalassophxle wowww good luck hope it goes smoothly!! 
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thalassophxle

@4ilove44 m good!! I have a week off before I start my new (first full time!!) job next week which is sos thrilling and exciting 
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thalassophxle

as some of you may know, my fanfic writing days started with one direction. they were a huge part of my childhood and were a safe space for me when I was going through rough periods. Liam’s death is incredibly shocking and saddening. I think it’s important to realise that multiple things can be true at once:
          we can mourn the version of Liam we all grew up with and loved while at the same time disagreeing with the way he became.
          we can listen and validate Maya and her stories while also acknowledging that Liam was struggling and how these struggles most likely were a large part of the tragedy that took place yesterday. 
          the music industry, stardom, and fame in general is twisted. the route is never straight but always crooked, and more often than not it includes drugs, alcohol, and mental health issues. these are things that need to be changed, while also addressing that cases like Maya’s should be heard and affirmed. 
          overall, this entire situation is double-edged and I still can’t wrap my head around the fact that he is dead. my heart goes out to all of his friends and family, as well as to any one of you who has formed this paradosocial relationship to one of the boys who were such a safe haven for us as teens. 

thalassophxle

@productivestrawberry Oh wow this means so much to me! It’s mindblowing that the stories I right can stick with people for so long. I’m so glad this community has helped not feel alone in your grief ❤️ 
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productivestrawberry

@thalassophxle i read your TCML fanfic years ago and for some reason it stuck with me. i don't own my old wattpad account anymore but i logged on here because fanfics were part of my one direction experience, and it feels nostalgic to look back on all of my old favourite books. rediscovering this community has made me feel less alone in this complicated grief... i still can't wrap my head around the fact that he's gone. i miss liam immensely.
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thalassophxle

@nazawritess_ thank you ❤️ yes for sure, although the hate did stem from an understandable place as he is reported to have been awful to his ex girlfriend and abusive etc, but this just adds so many complications to the whole situation because on the one hand, we’re sad we lost someone, on the other hand he was apparently a terrible person the last few years ish :/
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thalassophxle

this girlie here got her first big girl job! also been super busy at my current job and wrapping my head round this big life change coming up :’) 

4ilove44

What a slay u go queen 
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thalassophxle

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fuck red bull racing and whatever etiquette they have because at this point it’s non existent
          Danny deserved better 

hoecules

Chat so much rubbish about Danny not being the same as he was because of McLaren but what they’ve done is acc sm worse imo. They at least gave him some form of a goodbye and let him finish the season. Stringing him along and ditching him after his last race is so scummy. 
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whore_for_norris

@thalassophxle so so sad, I'm also aussie and I grew up watching him. I was going to a gp next year so excited that I would get to meet him, not anymore..
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