Hello my loyal followers. Now you are probably wondering why I've been absent for so long. It's very complicated and painful to talk about. I've had depression, anxiety, and had self harm, suicidal behaviour as well as suffering from panic attacks. There became a time in my life where I needed to be clear of all social media because everything was becoming far too overwhelming. I knew that I was going to burst very soon and I tried to push it further constantly. Later, I realised I needed to face my problems head first. I couldn't run away or hide so I needed my privacy, I needed to be alone to figure out myself, who i am as a person, my worth, my problems and why they exist, work on what I'm best at and basically sort out my life. I'm finally ready to come back and start writing again.
It was a great surprise to come back and see that Betrayed has 10.7k views and 216 votes. AMAZING! Thank you to everyone who read my book and liked it. Maybe I'll get to updating it soon. I'm warning you now: it won't be consistent... at all. I'll only write when I want to and when I feel like it.
Also, I have been working on a book. It is a full explanation of when all my problems started and it's very graphic, deep, personal and emotional. It can also be triggering to anyone with mental illnesses. Being open about my problems has helped me to progress in my healing process, and writing it is better than telling someone and having them judge me and treat me differently. Here, I can say anything I want without interruptions and knowing that this is a place where I can be open and people will support me makes me feel safer.
Thank you and I hope that you'll support me in my journey towards finding myself and healing... and read my book Betrayed, and my upcoming book 'This is me'.