thanksforthetrauma

hey yall!
          	how's everybody?
          	
          	mere to exams chal rahe hain and have been DEPRESSED because of them. it's gonna be like this till june 5th.
          	
          	um one question i had to ask everybody. it's important so do answer.
          	
          	Who wants Rivals and Rishtas back?
          	
          	i will see the number of comments under this and determine if i should publish it again. it won't be exactly the same as before IF i republish it. there are gonna be improvements.

Rosett0ox

@thanksforthetrauma Mee too I want Rivals and Rishtas back
          	  I am just happy imagining them
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thanksforthetrauma

hey yall!
          how's everybody?
          
          mere to exams chal rahe hain and have been DEPRESSED because of them. it's gonna be like this till june 5th.
          
          um one question i had to ask everybody. it's important so do answer.
          
          Who wants Rivals and Rishtas back?
          
          i will see the number of comments under this and determine if i should publish it again. it won't be exactly the same as before IF i republish it. there are gonna be improvements.

Rosett0ox

@thanksforthetrauma Mee too I want Rivals and Rishtas back
            I am just happy imagining them
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morni_here

Girl I need your help
          So Im writing a story but I can't publish it.

morni_here

@morni_here yeah maybe I'll try to figure it out thank you
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@morni_here so basically the 10 people viewed does show even in drafts it is probably how many times you opened the draft
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morni_here

@morni_here alr I'll try and tell you if it works
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al taym is officially completed. i finished it today, and that feels so surreal to say.
          
          this story has been very close to me, and i genuinely think the last 2-3 chapters, especially the final snippets chapter, are some of my favorite things i’ve written. i really hope anyone who reads it falls in love with those last chapters the way i did while writing them.
          
          if anyone has been waiting to start it, now is the perfect time. it’s complete, finished, and ready to binge. al taym is a political romance at heart, with power, tension, love, loyalty, and all the emotions in between.
          
          one theme i’ve always wanted to explore more is politics. i got to touch on that in this story, even if not as deeply as i would have liked. i’m still very inexperienced and still learning, but i hope when i write future stories i’ll handle those themes even better. 
          
          also, little life update. my finals are starting from may 16th, so i’m extremely busy with studies these days. i was able to finish al taym because many chapters were already drafted earlier, but with just us, A LOT still needs to be written. and that story is going to be VERY, very long.
          
          so until then, al taym can keep everyone company.  i’ll most likely update just us more in summer break, though even summer will be busy for me. my first cie is in september, and i’m aiming for a distinction. my teachers are expecting a lot from me, and honestly, i’m expecting a lot from myself too. i know i can do it, but i need to work hard for it.
          
          life is busy, and it probably always will be, but i’ll still try to make time to write, even if it’s just half a chapter a day.
          
          thank you for every read, every vote, every comment, every bit of love. it means more than i can explain. 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/407301236

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PTC days are such an experience.
          
          We started off by setting up classes according to seating charts. Then at 11, the mothers started coming in, & suddenly I was in full usher mode. Big smile on, “Assalamualaikum auntie, who would you like to meet?” on repeat. All the aunties were so sweet, and meeting my classmates’ moms felt like meeting upgraded versions of them. They're all so pretty, like lwk glowing.
          
          From 11 to 1, I was everywhere. Managing 2 rooms, helping in the whole corridor, guiding mothers, figuring out teachers for younger grades by staring way too hard at the seating chart. U can't even say no cuz they're so nice, and also it's your duty. Some teachers were so into conversations that I kept showing them the “time is up” sign, but they just wouldn't stop.
          
          Me & my friend had duties right next to each other, so we kept talking in between, even tho our legs & backs were actually dying. We were trying to keep our juniors in check too.
          
          Then came the best part. A 10 month old baby - my classmates sis. Im not even exaggerating when I say I fell in love. She was in the cutest pink outfit with a tiny hijab. When I picked her up, she literally curled into me & rested her head on my shoulder. I was completely gone. We were all fighting over who got to hold her, & her sister was just laughing at us. Mashallah, she's the sweetest baby ever.
          
          Somewhere in between all this chaos, we ordered food and drinks from zero degree. I had an iced caramel latte, and we had pancakes and all. We sat together trying to figure out which drink belonged to who because nothing was labelled, just chilling. Later, Ms Samia, whos the coolest ever, told us to grab whatever we wanted from the canteen & she'd pay. We didnt go crazy, obviously, but it felt nice.
          
          By the end, I was exhausted. Everything hurt. It might be one of my last PTCs as council, which is sad, but Im just really grateful for it all. The laughter, the people, & especially that adorable baby.

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@MurderJacket_Rick everything is fun when you're with your friends. the exhausting part is the most true because i laid down after i came back and barely got up since then. my entire body aches from all the running around.
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Fahaxxx

@thanksforthetrauma aw that sounds so fun loved reading this 
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Hi there! It's me again. So I wanted to talk about a couple of things - nothing really happened, I'm just bored, so I'm addressing them rn. 
          
          When I published Aangan and Rivals and Rishtas, I got manyyy comments about how they're too young to be married. Be honest. Did you ever feel like after marriage, their loves changed too much, or did they get too many responsibilities?
          
          Alana and Zavian continued to study as well as Mishal and Ehaan. The only difference now was that they were doing it together and falling in love. Their families were incredibly supportive of it all. 
          
          Secondly, I got them married too because it is uncomfortable for me to write romance between na-mehrams. Not like I don't or I don't plan to, but I don't really want to portray haram relationships that much even if it's just fiction. It just gave me the ick. So the nikkah was a means to make it halal.
          
          Lastly, guys getting married at a young age is a good thing. I don't understand the problem behind it, honestly. It is encouraged in Islam and a way to control our desires or act upon them in a halal manner. People do get mature early on. At least everyone I have witnessed in my life sure did. Even if you don't, I believe there's so romantic about growing up and getting mature together. 
          
          Another problem was cousin marriage. I can say this a billion times that cousins are NOT your siblings. As Allah said in the Quran (I'm just explaining the meaning of the ayah) that do not make haram for yourself what Allah has made halal for you - this ayah was revealed when the Prophet PBUH said that he wouldn't eat honey again because of a small incident among him and his wives. If your religion permits it, there's no reason to be against it. 
          
          Hope I've clarified stuff and you didn't get bored. 
          Take care!

Noraa563

@thanksforthetrauma hey! Have you removed Rivals and Rishtas? I can't find it anywhere
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Rosett0ox

@thanksforthetrauma I loved RIVALS AND RISHTAS especially because they fell in love when they were growing up. Like I just loved the concept of them growing together and teen romance. Also SAME I am not a fan of haram romance Even though I am not a fan of young marriages too BUT you didn't make the girl seen like too much of a grown up and mature and ONE thing I loved was that they had goals that they were serious about. I loved that it was not just marriage and babies It was all balanced and perfect. I MISS THEM 
            
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okay but real question… HAVE YOU GUYS LISTENED TO BTS’s new album Arirang yet or are you all just living life incorrectly?? 
          
          because i’m not even exaggerating when i say i’ve been looping it like it’s oxygen. ever since it dropped, it’s been playing non-stop. like… background music? Arirang. studying? Arirang. existing? Arirang.
          
          AND LISTEN. on eid day while everyone else was peacefully napping like normal humans, there i was, fully awake, watching the live concert like it was my full-time job. and at one point i was literally like “namjoon please sit DOWN.” bro was bouncing around the stage, dancing on one foot.
          
          also why are ALL the songs bangers?? i keep trying to pick a favorite but every time a new track comes on i’m like “no wait THIS one.” like excuse me?? how dare they not include a single skip. no.29 is obviously the best tho (don’t argue with me, i’m correct)
          
          but okay some standouts?? i think i’m spiritually attached to the arirang part in body to body, aliens, normal, FYA, and merry go round. rap line?? absolutely destroying. like they did NOT come to play.
          
          and HOBI?? hello??? his voice??? i don’t even have words at this point. just know i am not okay.
          
          AND JIMIN. PLS. he’s literally ethereal. like what is that voice. why is it getting better every single time?? i think my jimin bias has officially made a dramatic comeback because HOW are you such an angel? 
          
          also the more i listen to swim, the more it just… sinks in (no pun intended but also yes pun intended) it’s SO good.
          
          AND RUN BTS IS RETURNING??? do you understand what this means for my sanity?? because i don’t. i just know i’m about to receive the therapy i’ve been missing.
          
          anyway. stream arirang. talk to me about your fav songs. or don’t. but if you haven’t listened yet… i’m judging you slightly. lovingly. but still judging. 

thanksforthetrauma

@horizonedshay haha im an army of i guess 6 years noww. ARIRANG IS THE BESTTT. i've been cheating on the rest of my bts playlist for it cuz it's simply too good.
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horizonedshay

@thanksforthetrauma Author? YOU are an  Army?  hell....I KNOW> The album is too gooooooood. I still remember my reaction towards no.29. I  legit thought my headphones broke down, but later realized RM gave us a chance to meditate! Hehe
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Eid Mubarak, my loveliest people ♡
          
          This year’s Eid started in full chaos, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. Spent the entire last roza working in the kitchen of our family home with my phupho like unpaid labor, prepping iftar and meat like true warriors. Then, got my mehndi done at 1 am because miss ma'am was booked and busy earlier. Slept at 3 a.m. waiting for the mehndi to dry, only to wake up and find a stain on my white kameez AND a random mehndi mark on my jaw. Like WHATTT.
          
          Somehow fixed it with makeup, got ready half-asleep, and then had the most heavenly bowl of kheer made by dadi. Honestly, that alone healed everything, so no regrets whatsoever.
          
          Collected Eidi like a professional negotiator this year. Inflation is real, مہنگائی has entered the chat, and I made sure everyone knew. Double Eidi only, thank you very much.
          
          Now it’s officially the infamous Eid nap + editing pictures + spamming Instagram era.
          
          But truly, I hope your Eid is filled with warmth, laughter, good food, and people who feel like home. May Allah fill your hearts with peace, your homes with barakah, and your lives with happiness that stays long after Eid ends. May all your duas get answered in the most beautiful ways.
          
          Eid Mubarak once again. Sending you all so much love!

Strawwberyyyyy

@thanksforthetrauma eid mubarak to u toooo author jiiii
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Mithi101

@thanksforthetrauma eid Mubarak ✨ loved your life update. So cute. 
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Waise ngl panga to le liya hai meine by writing a mulit-couple book. It's so hard trying to show equal scenes of each couple because unconsciously, your brain thinks of more scenes of one couple. Not because you love them more, but maybe because they're so easygoing that you can casually write anything and it'll fit them. Which is why, for Just Us, I  would mainly focus on their friendship cute moments in their school time. Like individual scenes or friends. Phir adult life ka to of course romance ho ga. Uske liye uff hamna aur adam ka itna kuch socha hua hai AHHHH. Afrah and Ibrahim are my cutie soft babies.
          ◇ help sorry for the midnight rant ◇

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guys, is it just me ya phir wattpad se saari achi stories khatam ho chuki hain? I've read so much, and I think there's barely any left. I want a good pakistani halal romance lekin kya yaar (insert crying emoji)

Strawwberyyyyy

@thanksforthetrauma i suggest that book 100 percent broooo its so fkin good mere to boards hain phir bhi parh leti
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@Strawwberyyyyy suna to bohut hai.. bss time mil jaye itni lambi books parhne ka
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Strawwberyyyyy

@thanksforthetrauma  yar deewaniXwriters ki books parho mast likhti hain waise to wo indian hain lekin books bohat mast hain especially Teri Deewani
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I wasn't planning to start another story yet. I really wasn't.
          
          But the moment the idea for Just Us fully formed in my head, I couldn't hold myself back. The brainstorming happened, and before I knew it, I was already making the aesthetics.
          
          For readers of Where Love Settles and Aangan, this story will feel a little special because you will be meeting familiar faces again. Ibrahim Zavian Khan, is now sixteen and navigating the chaos of school life with the people who mean the most to him.
          
          At Cedar Hall International School, his world revolves around three others. Afrah Aarhan Baig is gentle and thoughtful, someone he shares the most natural comfort with. And then there are the two walking disasters of the group, Hamna Farooq and Adam Saqib.
          
          Hamna and Adam are new characters in this universe, but I genuinely think they might become some of my favorites. There's just something so ridiculously funny and chaotic about them. Their arguments, their competitiveness, their craziness. I don't know about y'all yet, but I'm already completely enamoured with the two of them.
          
          At its heart, Just Us is about the four of them. Their friendship, their school days, and the small feelings that begin during those years when life still feels simple.
          
          But the story doesn't stop there.
          
          It follows them as they grow older, step into adulthood, face the challenges life throws at them, and slowly realize that the bonds they built during their teenage years were never as small as they seemed. Those feelings grow into something deeper, something that shapes the rest of their lives.
          
          I'll be working on Just Us alongside Al Taym, so updates might be a little slow. For now, I want to write at least five to ten chapters in my drafts before I start posting anything. If all goes well, you might see the first chapter around Eid, inshaAllah.
          
          Until then, stay tuned for Just Us ♡
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/408886230

xunaira09

@thanksforthetrauma OMGG!! I'M SO EXCITED FOR THIS!!
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thanksforthetrauma

@Rosett0ox Nope, I totally get you. Everybody has their own taste. But now that I see you all excited, I better see some engagement! (just kidding)
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Rosett0ox

@thanksforthetrauma FINALLY  I was waiting for you to write a school romance. You just hit the spot with your writing. It's so calm and soft so I have been waiting for this. 
            I hope you don't mind but the books you lately wrote were just not my cup of tea . SORRY. But I am waiting for this.I hope you give us updates fast
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