literally working on three full length 40-60 chap au books and two 20k+ words oneshots. trying to balance my time between the five of them so i don’t get burnt out on them and never finish.
i just fell back in love with fob hard, as an adult this time. it’s weird and amazing and refreshing that these words i’ve heard at different points in my life for over fifteen years still make me feel the same as they did when i first heard them.
i was a kid when i got into fob (seriously, i was fourteen writing my first fics, and i had liked them for a few years before that). now i’m a grown adult in a completely different stage of my life, and i still remember the sad kid i was whose first true heartbreak was a hiatus of a band that was formed the year i was born.
THAT’S what music is about, time can pass but the music stays the same. i don’t know if any of this makes sense, but getting my passion back for the boys has been the highlight of this year of my life.