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Tw: yelling,kmsing,a huge vent
I wanna sob my eyes out I miss them sm :< it's so lonley w out them I don't wanna go 2 anyone bc "oh I'm busy" , "sorry Im doing things" or some shit like .. o k lemme just FUCKING DIE WHILE CRAVING ATTENTION BC NO 1 SEEMS 2 CARE ABOUT ME UNLESS IM GIVING UP SOMETHING JUST 4 A LITTLE OF ATTENTION??? LIKE WTF?!? IM ALREADY GOING THROUGH SO MUCH AND THE LEAST SOME1 CAN DO IS CHECK UP ON ME WHAT IS SO HARD 2 HAVE SOME I MISS PPL MESSAGING ME "hi micheal hru? Did u drink water" "hiii {real name} do u wanna do something" NO ALL I GET IS FUCKING VENT MESSAGES AND PPL WANTING ME 2 GIVE THEM ATTENTION - LIKE I ONLY HAVE 1 PERSON PROBABLY WHO DOES THAT?? I CANT EVEN SEE THEM AS MUCH ANYMORE SO IDK WHAT 2 FUCKING DO IM ON THE URGE 2 KMS
Anyways new book chapter coming soon