thatflyingfish2
this account isn't for your entertainment it's for me to have my psychotic episodes on
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GUYS ME AND MY OLD BESTIE ARE SO BACK YOU ALL KNOW THE ONE AND ONLY @FOXINWHITE god how i love that kid (omg *gasps* they've morphed into an ADULT *throws up out of pure confusion* weren't they like 15 yesterday??) still love you diva
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of course im rereading ahb why are you asking?
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oh no i just finished rereading art heist baby and it's still just as good and just as horrifyingly TEAR WRENCHING
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im gonna have to give an urgent update that i read ahb 5 whole months ago and i still go crazy about it once in a while, without even rereading it. art heist, baby! left such an impact on my experience with marauders fanfiction and im not even joking rn when I say that story is the single best piece of literature I've ever set eyes on, and I read a lot.
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IM READING THE STARS CRIED REQUIEM AND PANDORA AND EVAN JUST FOUND OUT THEY'RE TWINS IM GONNA SOB.
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hello there o wise one
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you fucked it up so bad. and i am so happy you did. i miss you man, fucking hell. happy birthday? you are such an idiot and i was always going to love you.
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maybe this seems like I don't want to try again. it just feels dumb that I said I wouldn't reach out. but I can't stop reaching out. you still are my bff yk.
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im sorry it seems like I didn't care. I cared more than I knew how to express?
the love is still there, even when you aren't?
I just want you to know that I fucking love you for ever, no matter what i make
myself believe, i love you for eternity and there isn't even a reason. I wish with all my heart I will ever have a best friend even close to your friendship, but I never ever will. you just mean that much to me and I sometimes regret making the decision I did, but then again, maybe it was better to leave it on okay terms. ill always appreciate you staying in touch, however distant pinterest boards may seem. i use this space to update myself and you on stuff i dont want anyone from my life here to know about, so keep being here. i miss your presence and i miss you and i wish with everything I've got that we could've had one more chance.
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tomorrow i turn 16.
i never expected that. never thought id reach 15, to be honest.
it's already looking like a shit birthday and it hasn't started.
it might be because no one cares other than people who have to. I've been forcing my birthday on to people in the hopes that someone will finally give a shit.
i feel like the world has slipped away from my hands, and i have nothing to hold on to. but at least ive got olinsky. the underestimated, stereotyped, misunderstood horse who saved my fucking life.
i owe her the world, when i get it back.
happy birthday to me, and cheers to long years with the one horse who loves me when she doesn't have to.
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guys its a streak now. Im reading crimson rivers and WHAT THE HELLLLLL I LOVE IT SO MUCH
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damn it took me a whole month. but like OOOOOOF was that an incredible story. actually so so so good, and more mature than ahb, if that makes sense.
i love crimson rivers.
"you're hesitating, love."
AHHHHHHHH.
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oh i just finished choices by messermoon. um excuse me.
I love it but I loved art heist way more. but the thing is, I hate that james still loves regulus. I know it's jegulus the whole fic, but lily deserved better. IS ALL IM GONNA SAY BUT I LOVE IT A LOT