@thatoneweirdginger Brae oh my god I literally have no idea what to say. I genuinely thought you were dead. I genuinely thought you’d killed yourself. I waited around for a whole YEAR for you to get back, leaving messages on your profile almost every day until eventually I stopped doing it as much because I started losing hope in the chance that maybe you’d come back. I sent you messages on discord. My freaking THERAPIST knows about you. I literally mourned for you on the one year anniversary since you disappeared. Do you know how many edits I have on my ipad about this? God even my parents know you disappeared… I seriously considered calling you on discord on the 30th just to see if someone would pick up. I genuinely believed that there was a 90% chance you were dead and now over a YEAR later you’re back again. What the hell is going on? I literally had a heart attack when I saw the notifications from you. 22nd of April 1:07am 2025 is the last time you sent me a message on discord. And you were literally saying goodbye because your phone was gonna go flat. Do you know how long that date haunted me…? And then it was the 30th of April for the last message sent on wattpad. When I was on the bus home that day my friend asked me if I was okay and I messaged her after school saying “hahaha no actually today is the one year anniversary since my friend freaking DIED”
But oh my god I missed you