That Random Human

Wow, sending an emoji with rolling eyes is such a mature and efficient way of communicating your opinions and emotions.

On season 7 of the rookie and I'm nOT OKAY. LUCY AND TIM NEED TO STOP PRETENDING THEY'RE NOT IN LOVE.

Don't like my personality, welp, time to make a new one! Thats the nice thing about masking all the time, I actually don't have a personality!! They're all fake!!

GUYS I SLEPT!!!!! 

Heyyy anyone know why i cant sleep im actually getting scared. I can't fall asleep. I haven't slept since 2 days ago and it was for about 4-6 hours.

I ACTUALLY HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO GET EIGHT AND A HALF HOURS OF SLEEP LAST NIGHT AND I TRIED TO TAKE IT BUT IT DIDN'T WORK AND I JUST STARED AT A CEILING FOR EIGHT AND A HALF HOURS TRYING TO FALL ALSEEP </3 BUT FOR SOME REASON IM IN A REALLY GOOD MOOD??? AND SOMEONE SAYS SOMETHING REMOTELY FUNNY AROUND ME I START GIGGLING WHICH I DON'T REALLY DO. APPARENTLY IM A JOY TO BE AROUND WHEN IM MORE SLEEP DEPRIVED THAN USUAL. I ALSO HAVE ENERGY??? WHERE DID THAT COME FROM??? I NEVER HAVE ENERGY EVEN ON THE RARE OCCASION WHERE I ACTUALLY SLEEP FOR THE AMOUNT OF TIME HUMAN BEINGS ARE SUPPOSED TOOOO

The funny thing about masking is i have a whole persona i put on around other people. actually, I have multiple, and they're different for strangers, family, and each friend. Some friends get the same one thats for strangers. Once and awhile ill trust someone enough not to have a persona for them, and just be myself. Back to the funny thing though, is that I could just forage and entirely different personality and use it. I'm always acting anyways. Right now my one for strangers is quiet, and very polite. Boring, sort of like if the color beige was a person. It gets me left alone, which is nice, but also you know what would be fun?? If I was loud and excited and a bit crazy, and also witty and will scream at random people if they're being assholes. I think that sounds more fun :3 rn school exists though so its hard to switch personality without random people being really weirded out so imma wait until I have a week or two off school :]

I love drawing little details on my art but my brain usually does NOT. Not little details, finish NOW. Curse you, adhd brain. If only I could remember to take my meds-

Imagine realizing ur genderfluid and then ignoring it for the next three months because u have bigger things to worry about couldn't be me hahaha ha

I GET PARANOID AT NIGHT SO I SLEEP WITH ONW OR BOTH OF MY POCKET KNIVES NEXT TO ME AND IT HELPS ME FEEL LESS PARANOID AND NOW IVE KINDA BECAME USED TO IT AND ITS HARD TO SLEEP WITHOUT MY KNIVES NOW AND I DONT THINK THIS IS GOOD PROBABLY