That Random Human

I kinda thought my neighbors hated us because we're always doing weird shit but last night we were building an igloo in our yard (its like halfway done rn :]]]) and they came over and told us how cool it was and how crazy we were to be outside when it was -5°f out, so thats fun

RAGDGDHDHDYHDHD I GOT OFF SCHOOL AN HOUR EARLY CUZ THE WEATHER IS SUPPOSED TO BE BAD!!! EXCITED THAT I GET TO GO HOME BUT ALSO KINDA CONCERNED BECAUSE THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE AND WE'VE GOT LIKE 10+ INCHES OF SNOW DURING THE SCHOOL DAY BEFORE AND IDK HOW BAD ITS SUPPOSED TO BE

Guys for some reason I had motivation today so I spent the last 4 hours working on a shark bag for my friend made out of a shark plushie I thrifted and an old sweatshirt and some random other stuff i had laying around and it somehow actually looks good so far who wants to see a picture when its done

I want friends so bad how do I make friends how does that work and also how do you keep them because I cant seem to get any to stay they all start to ignore me so im doing something wrong can someone like write me a guide on how to make and keep friends

I'm so tired but like all the time I want energy where do i get that stuff from :(

I like my men like i like my marshmallows: on fire and a safe distance away from me

Welp, we gotta like 10 inches of snow. Time for hibernation, wake me up in 3 months.

My brother got into a fight with my mom earlier today and now he's gone we dont know where he went we checked the whole house and the yard and the park we cant find him he left his phone here idk what to do he's not at any of his friends houses its 26°f out idk where he could be idk what to do

I auditioned for my school musical a few days ago and I kinda fucked up at the auditions because I was kinda like rlly sick and ALSO WE WEREN'T ALLOWED TO DO WARM UPS FOR SINGING SO THAT WAS STUPID but yea so the cast list was posted today and im in the ensemble and I was kinda like disappointed in myself for a minute cuz I usually do a lot better and ive always had like solos and lead or supporting roles and I knew I fucked up but I didn't think I fucked up THAT bad, but then one of the directors (there is three i know them all and they are all lovley) came over and started talking to me about how they had a whole lot more people audition that they thought and for most of them its their first time in theater so our ensemble is HUGE and so they were like "u know what ur doing or something like that" and they were going to give me one of the bigger roles, but decided to put me with the ensemble, but give me a lot of the solo singing bits and lines for the ensemble, and im in there to show the people who dont know what they're doing what to do and show them how to sing and speak confidently on stage and provide reassurance that they're doing good and teach them the choreography and like work with them so actually I think its gonna be rlly fun!! And three of my friends got the roles they wanted! So yea anyways the show were doing is newsies, and im excited for my third year in theater!!

I don't like loving people. I love people and I love talking to people in general and I love talking to specific people even more but i just annoy them or piss them off and that's why nobody loves me as much as I love them and thats why they never will unless I learn how to shut up and not to expect others to care as much as I do