thatstrangefeeling

I think I’m deleting wattpad, I can’t handle a lot right now. 
          	I mean, sure whatever I have a pretty good life or- I don’t know. People think I overreact too much so I don’t really know. 
          	I 
          	Don’t think
          	I can handle 
          	What’s going to happen 
          	But it’s fine 
          	It’s always fine. 
          	Things are bugging me but if I say something it’ll make it worse. I might lose my best friend. Or I won’t and I’m just overthinking..... something I can’t really control but no one seems to understand that. No one understands really so I don’t know why I try to explain half the time. This time I won’t. Just stay confused, stay wondering why I’m starting to distance myself. Why I’m becoming more aggressive. Don’t bother asking or anything, you’ve been doing great at that so far. Everyone has. 
          	I can’t find the effort into being apart of anything anymore, I can’t find the effort to say anything to any of my friends and I don’t have the effort to write anything on here and all I’m doing is tainting this community so goodbye, I guess. 

thatstrangefeeling

I think I’m deleting wattpad, I can’t handle a lot right now. 
          I mean, sure whatever I have a pretty good life or- I don’t know. People think I overreact too much so I don’t really know. 
          I 
          Don’t think
          I can handle 
          What’s going to happen 
          But it’s fine 
          It’s always fine. 
          Things are bugging me but if I say something it’ll make it worse. I might lose my best friend. Or I won’t and I’m just overthinking..... something I can’t really control but no one seems to understand that. No one understands really so I don’t know why I try to explain half the time. This time I won’t. Just stay confused, stay wondering why I’m starting to distance myself. Why I’m becoming more aggressive. Don’t bother asking or anything, you’ve been doing great at that so far. Everyone has. 
          I can’t find the effort into being apart of anything anymore, I can’t find the effort to say anything to any of my friends and I don’t have the effort to write anything on here and all I’m doing is tainting this community so goodbye, I guess.