I was lifted from the ground. I couldn’t feel the ground beneath me; instead, the air embraced my entire body, molding me to become one of its own. I thought I was flying. I actually was, but I was flying not because of grace and freedom, but because of pain and hurt.
The vehicle drove into my small figure, as if I wasn’t there. It drove right through me like I was invisible. Like I was not even there – like I wasn’t a human being; the driver thought I wasn’t a person. He thought I couldn’t feel anything – he thought I couldn’t feel hurt or pain or numbness.
Or maybe he thought I wasn’t actually there? Maybe because I didn’t want anyone to see me – maybe because I don’t want him to know that I was there; that I was crossing that road he was driving.
If I showed myself, would he not have hurt me? Will he stop, and let me cross? Let me cross the depths of his mind and thinking? Yet this is my fault; my fault that I’m broken and crushed.
THIS IS NOTHING. DON’T ASK. :/