August McNamara

I hate that I want your attention. I told you to fuck off. you scare me. you hurt me. you made me feel like a toy. like a broken little doll. you took the last thing that made me who I was. and now that you've actually left, I just want the attention again. I never wanted to talk to you. I never wanted to be your friend again. but I wanted you to hate me. I needed you to hate me. now you do, and you won't show it to me. I want you to show me that you hate me. I want the attention. I don't want your attention. I want your hate

they don’t realize that they’re talking about me. they don’t realize that I can play both sides

going offline for about 31 hours, won't be answering messages or updating. thank you!