goddess

rest in heaven cameron, you will be missed. 

has anyone ever distance themselves from people because you're afraid to get hurt, but also feel so lonely as well? 

today is my birthday! i am now 21 years old. 

i know i suck at updating but you know what, i'm gonna do a stony fic for all you stony shippers out there. 

endgame fücked me up so bad emotionally that i can't even go on instagram because my whole feed is just filled with videos and pictures of the movie 
          
          on the other hand, the only thing that is helping me cope with it all ( it's just really distracting me ) is stony fics on some real shït and i am not ashamed to say it

i needs friends honestly, like online friends. i miss that shit 

i fucking live for bisexual steve that's it, that's the tea

i saw endgame last night and it was beautiful but heartbreaking. i don't think i'll ever be the same mentally with other future marvel movies. good luck to those who have not yet seen it and just know that this is part of the end of an era. god bless the cast and crew for giving us the time of our lives and these characters that i will always have in my heart. 

i am soo nervous but excited because i am going to watch endgame tomorrow night @ 11 p.m. and i need to wake up at 5 am for work! 

i am at a point in my life that i have no fucking clue what i am doing. & not only that, but i can't seem to continue writing. i have lost the passion i once had and i swear sometimes i can feel it on the tip of my fingers and tongue. it sounds weird i know but i swear i can feel it and once i try to chase after that passion, it's gone so suddenly. i hate this fucking feeling so much that i want to fucking scream!