the-night-writer

Wanna change my username.. Hmmmmmm

thisisninel

ik you Stan kpop now but are you gonna finish I Love You.???? 

the-night-writer

Sadly, no. Since starting ILY, I grew as a writer and as a person. A lot of things has happened in the last few years; me starting to grow out of One Direction and starting to get into KPOP, coming to terms with my mental health which has definitely reached its peak from a small build up since I was 13-14 (I just turned 17), being in my last year of high school and have it go to crap bc of toxicity and manipulation within my friendship group which ended up with me as a loner and on the verge of questioning my existence (quite literally), and starting college.
            
            Throughout all of this, coming to terms of mental health has caused a lot of things to shift within things I once loved and I hate that it’s come to that. From a young age, I considered myself to be a perfectionist. I’ve never liked leaving things unfinished and if I am to do something, I want it to come out perfectly in one attempt. This is how I was with ILY and it is the only thing I am proud of myself for doing because I had no sense of being restricted back then. But now, I don’t want to finish something on a bad note that I do wonderfully started at the beginning.
            
            I hope everyone understands my intentions and, maybe, just to give everyone some closure, I will consider doing a summary of what was to occur if I was to continue and finish ILY. 
            
            Love, Sophie xx
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