Hey I won’t be responding after this message (I don’t even know if you still use this) but I just wanted to apologize for the way I behaved in the past. I hope you can understand my point of view from being forced to end it and I’m still incredibly sorry. But I also just wanted to apologize for the amount of times I’ve texted you and then ghosted you a few days later. Especially when I will promise that I won’t and then immediately do it. I’m super sorry for any pain I’ve caused. It was super unhealthy and a horrible cycle. As much as it was natural for me to do it was incredibly wrong to do to you and I feel super bad. This is going to be my last piece of contact with you. I didn’t even want to bother you again but I believe you deserve an apology and a little explanation. I believe I have a few commitment issues which is not at all your responsibility and I shouldn’t have acted like that because of that. I was just scared of getting too attached and I would back out. I’m more sorry than I can admit. I still think of you and I’ll always be rooting for you but this is going to be the last message. I’m sorry, goodnight.
