Since no one actually reads these or pays attention to them, I am going to spill out I'm tired feelings. Ok, I have, I don't understand how to tell someone I am sad, I can be this new to the happiest song on earth and start crying, I could listening to the funniest song in the entire world and I could cry . I could be sitting with family and I have to run to my room or the bathroom.  Someone could be  give me a pep talk I will cry once they leave. I fill like I need to talk to someone but I can't I feel like theyed just say oh you want attention good job  4 u