theDIGIfangirl

Sorry I just had to vent that out

Hayai-san

hello, sorry for my impudence of this message but I wanted to warn you to publish your story translated into Spanish I hope you don't mind before I had already written to you and asked for permission but you never answered I guess it's because I left whattpad, if one day you see this message and you It bothers me that my story has been uploaded, let me know so I can delete it and apologize... I'm really sorry I already had them translated a long time ago

Hayai-san

hello, I hope you don't mind this message, I wanted to ask your permission to publish your story of sakura sister.  From the English language to Latin Spanish .. translate it because I liked it a lot and I would like other people to read it .  I wait for your answer to publish it if you let me ...
          
          Plssss☺️☺️
          :))))))))

theDIGIfangirl

That's part of the reason. The other is personal life problems. I think my parents, Particularly my mother, despise that this was the talent I got. They just don't say it, but I feel it.
          
          'Why can't you be better at Math or something?'
          'Journalist? Why not an Engineer like your father? Maybe a Doctor? Oh! How about an Architect? You're good at art, right? They pay a lot more than what you say you want. Look at your sister, she wants to be a flight stewardess!'
          'Artist?! Don't make me laugh! It's not even a stable job!'
          
          And get this, I showed her a drawing of Michael Mell from Be More Chill musical. I was really proud of it too. For once, I got the anatomy just right, even if I'm a beginner, The coloring and shading looked great! But she looked at me in the eye and told me:
          
          "It looks good but I'm disappointed in you."
          
          That line shattered me. How..? Why?! I knew I shouldn't have showed her that! At least my Father, Sister and friends be like
          
          "It's good, you're improving! Keep it up then you might make something grander!" Which kept my motivation up. When I asked why she just said.
          
          "You make great drawings? Why notmake a business? Or maybe you're scared because your art is actualky really ugly?"
          
          I tried to explain to her that I was just drawing so that I could improve! Practice my anatomy and proportions. My coloring. The poses. 
          
          But did that reach her, NO. She just continued on with that stare until I just went upstairs. The next few days weren't at all great.
          
          I was spiralling down self loathing and pushed people away. Even my family hates me now. I can feel it. I just don't know what's wrong with me. 
          
          So maybe that's why I don't wanna continue this account. I'm too tired now. Just, lemme update those chapters and let me say goodbye to you guys. I love you guys so much. Thanks for all the experiences and memories. My fellow authors, I thank you too. Without you guys I might not have found my passion for writing...
          
          (2/2)

MzAkabaka

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@theDIGIfangirl You sound like an amazing ass person as far as I've read. You'll get out of this hole okay? Just find the family who do support you and keep going with all you've got doing the things that make you fucking happy. I haven't read your writing yet but I will! I understand you might be already done with this account, but if your not, I just say don't let your mother knock you down. Do you. Rooting for you girl, I hope you write again someday.
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kawaii-jas

But you shouldn’t give all this up for your parents, my mom seems harder on me than you. She always tells me to try and be a doctor or something better than a creative writer or journalist but I always say that’s what I wanna do. All I’m saying is that you should follow your dreams and not give up this account over people who think it’s not cool or a good job in life.
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theDIGIfangirl

Uh... Hi?
          I guess I haven't been updating lately on anything, huh?
          Well, I might never, lol.
          In a few months time, I'm going to be leaving this account. For Good.
          I know it's kinda hard for me since this has been my account since the sixth grade. I'm in ninth grade now. 
          I have so much memories I got here.
          Found inspiration. 
          My interests.
          But I'm kinda leaving it all behind to kinda start anew?
          
          Those who requested in my IE oneshot book, Don't worry. I'll finish all those special requests first before loghing out. I hate leaving unfinished work. It just puts on so much guilt and pressure on me. 
          
          'Oh, you haven't even started yet!'
          'When will you start'
          'They're waiting'
          'You promised!'
          
          And I couldn't take it anymore. All my motivation, inspiration, and moreover, my interest in writing, all of those had been fading away. First it was tiny hiatuses. Then VERY slow updates, then just looking at a blank page with nothing coming into your mind. I wanted to start something else, But it's not what I'm looking for!
          
          (1/2)

theDIGIfangirl

Okay, sorry I haven't been updating, but what can you do? Inspiration and motivation walked out and haven't returned yet.
          
          Anyways, I just found out Jason f****** dies. WHAT THE HELL RICK. F you.
          
          But I kinda have my own theory or smth. Aka my coping mechanism about blonde superman's death.
          
          When Apollo becomes a God again, then maybe he can tell his son Asclepius to revive him or smth then we'll all be happy. Hopefully. 
          
          Knowing Rick, probably wouldn't happen.
          
          
          
          

theDIGIfangirl

I recently got into the Percy Jackson fandom! It's so cool! #ChildOfAthena here!

theDIGIfangirl

...I just finished the last Olympian and on my way to Heroes of Olympus... I feel like I'm about to burst...
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S_Ali022

well welcome to the fandom you too prepare to die
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theDIGIfangirl

Hahahaha Imma use this new thing to my advantage. *ahem* anyways....
          
          It's my birthday today!!!! Yay!!! Happy birthday to me!!!

theDIGIfangirl

@theDIGIfangirl you're literally the only one who greets me happy birthday in my message board hahaha. Thanks! I appreciate it, a lot.
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Strabii

@theDIGIfangirl well happy birthday!
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