theCuppedCake

hello my dear, i don't know if you'll ever see this, and i don't quite know how to start this off at all but i saw your name on my conversations tab multiple times--it seems like you've been trying to reach out to me over the past year or so, ever since i stopped writing. i have been struggling a little with myself :') and thus needed to take a break from my own thoughts. since writing is inherently introspective, i was having a lot of trouble even doing it. even now as i write this to you, i am partly breaking down. hahaha! today, i actually had the courage to put everything aside and read Vanilla from start to finish, and of course, this necessitated a ton of tears. i headed to my conversation tab of my profile and there, found even more reason to cry. i saw your name appearing on my profile many times; and i just felt so ridden with guilt--i wanted to personally thank you for taking the time to leave a message, and for reading my work. and for remembering my silly existence at all. thank you.

theMemoryFlower

@theCuppedCake God I was so thrilled when I saw the notification, I read your message over and over again, please don't feel guilty for disappearing! You were dearly missed, not with expectation but with love. Because Cuppie, you're not just a wonderful author, you're a wonderful human and it is reflected in your writing, in your being and it is very human / natural of you to take a break, disappear. If anything, your taking a break just made me cherish your work even more because I can see you've put your soul into it (& our souls very well deserve a good break ;) ) So take you're time Cuppie, you deserve it and I'll be over here quietly cheering for you! I never expected you to see my messages, lest reply to me, thankyou for trusting me and I'll never forget you, you've anchored deep memories in my heart with your writing. Love you always <333 !!!
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