spooky vent alert...!
everyday i feel like im gonna combust and just start crying, i always keep my problems to myself because i don't want to be a burden to my friends. im always making sure my friends are okay but i never make sure im okay, im very protective of my friends because i don't ever want to lose them because they're the only people who truly understand me and don't judge me for who i actually am. everytime they ask me "auria, are you okay?" or "how are you?" i always say "gooooood" because i don't want them to work about me, but they ask me that frequently because my resting face looks like im mad when im not mad at all, im too scared to vent to them because im scared that they're just gonna brush it off as me just trying to get attention ( which i don't, obviously. im not an attention seeker. ) so ive just resorted to keeping my problems to myself and just bottling them up ( don't do that ) but it's not really a big deal so,