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the_boi_of_blood
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I'm usless I know that it so hard for me to focused and my work and I know why it's because of trauma. I work so hard and all I get was more and more trauma to the face. That's all I get. I screamed to let me work but no one listened so when I started to lose focused I was scared scared of asking for help since asking for help or even crying out pain didn't help it only made it worse. I'm sick of life it fucked me over. I thank for the small moments of pleasure I had. But I'm tired and sick I hope I don't wake up to face other day.