the_legend_of_avitus

NOT FUCKIN DEAD

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the_legend_of_avitus

i’ve given up, again.
          if i don’t announce anything or publish anything, please tell my friends. they’ll know what i mean
          tell them i’m sorry, tell them they meant the world to me
          thank you.

the_legend_of_avitus

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the_legend_of_avitus

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I feel like doing it again- why do i feel so goddamn worthless? I could barely help my dad, all I had to do was recognize the fucking signs of a heart attack. Why do I feel as if nobody cares about me still! Why do I constantly feel as if I shouldn't eat?
          I feel like I'm going to relapse
          I've done so good not yknow, but now, it's the one way I could ever feel a sense of relief. The calm before the  storm yknow.
          I'm tired of having to help everyone. I have feelings too!  But it's not like anyone vents to me anymore
          But still, here I am, a fucking rug to step on because I'm a egotistical manipulating bitch.

marvel_turtle-SS

@the_legend_of_avitus your best is enough, trust me, and i was kidding i am in no way strong enough to break knees, lets be real-
            
            I'm pretty manipulative too but you need to move past it! by moving past it and apologizing to whoever you "manipulated", you can you feel better about yourself
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the_legend_of_avitus

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@marvel_turtle-SS I'm trying my best, I really am. And go ahead, break my k n e e s. 
            For you I'll try to look at something and tell myself 'I can eat.' 
            I've done a lot of shit, some can call it manipulative.
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marvel_turtle-SS

@the_legend_of_avitus you are not worthless in any way, and if anyone says that to you, I'll break their knees. You need to eat, please do it for me or for another friend. Your feelings do matter very much, and I want to help you as much as I can. You are NOT an egotistical manipulating bitch, you're one of the nicest people I've met and you need to believe in yourself.
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the_legend_of_avitus

She took my phone away as soon as i dialed them.

the_legend_of_avitus

@marvel_turtle-SS  I’ll cant promise i won’t do it again though
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marvel_turtle-SS

@the_legend_of_avitus oh my god, i was really worried
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the_legend_of_avitus

@marvel_turtle-SS I haven't left. S a d l y
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