hime_lesbean

heyy so I'm back lol 

ok so i have been having the worst writer's block EVER
          
          i am literally incapable of writing LMM wtf istg i've been trying and i finally came up with a story line but turns out i can't do it because i had already come up with a story line for a past chapter that fucks up the story line i had just thought of 
          
          OMG KMS I DIDN'T KNOW BEING AN AUTHOR WOULD BE THIS HARD WTF OMFG TS PMO ICL ToT

do y'all deadass actually like LMM? 
          idk why but ion fw that story no more but anything for my lovely lovlies so :D

so basically i finally reposted all my old chapters of LMM and i've decided ion give a fuck what they is like anymore i'ma js make the new chapters in my current writing style however i want

okay listen i'm not hating but someone please hear me out on this PLEASE
          
          Hyunjin's barber needs to be fired. he needs his hair back. he's still fine but PLEASE WHAT IS IT WITH THE BUZZCUTS ToT everyone at my damn sku is getting fucking buzzcuts what the fuck ToT

whoo god damn Little Miss Take Ya Bitch has finally come out with it's first chapter, next chapter should be posted in about, hmm, a million years or so thankss <3
          
          also guys why does my math class have like the hottest people ever TFFF

nah cuz i was js logging into my tiktok account for the first time in a million years cuz i'm not even supposed to have this shit and tell me why i see a video from this one kinky guy i love (bradonthelover or smth like that) and he starts talking about tension....
          
          nah cuz holy shit, i got a degrading kink and a pain kink and this mf wanna js add more shit to that list ToT y'all need to calm the fuck down fr
          
          nah i'm js playing cuz holy shit tension do be eating up tho like bffr anyways love you guys <3

almost 4000 words and still only halfway done what the actual fuCK WAS I THINKING CUZ NOW IT'S TOO LATE TO TURN BACK AND I HAVE TO FINISH IT AND IN ORDER TO MEET MY IMAGINARY DEADLINE I HAVE TO KEEP WORKING ON IT AND I CAN'T WORK ON ANYTHING ELSE UNLESS I FINISH THAT BOOK WHAT THE FU-
          
          omg guys wait i have a joke. how do you leave people in suspense?

i hope y'all know that i am so deadass when i say this is the best fucking picrew thingie majig i've ever used or seen in my entire life bro
          
          https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/2279652
          
          like holy shit

so in case y'all were wondering where tf i am and why haven't i been working on shit, it's because i've been working on shit-
          
          yk that lesbo story i was talking abt in my last post thingie majiggie? yeahhhh, first chapter, it's at abt 3,500 words, and lowk only abt halfway there. what the fuck. why the fuck did i even decide to make it so long fr ToT 
          
          but like there's like maybe two or three paragraphs that focuses on the MFL's life outside of eating cooch and then it just goes straight to finding her love interest what the fuck ToT
          
          erm anyways i js noticed that i have 20 coins like erm what the fuck i never bought that shit likeeeeeee
          
          anyways my bestie got a gf and lowk feeling left out cuz i mighta said some shit to her that i didn't mean and like idek i feel like we're not as good friends as we used to be and idk in my feels a bit cuz i miss her and i miss our friendship as a trio but before they started dating we were all collectively flirting with each other and then i started to get really uncomfortable but instead of pushing through or saying some shit i decided to be a pussy like always and just sort of not talk to the reason i was uncomfy and now they're dating, my bestie isn't really my bestie she's just kind of my good friend, and my friend (her gf) is now mostly kind of like someone i like hang out with just cause i know their name ykwim
          
          anyways if my new story doesn't come out (of the closet) by the end of the year just assume i gave up lol